Torn Apart (A Magcon fanfic)

Chapter 21

We drove in silence with only Shawns song playing.

When we finally got to the church we got out and went to the other Magcon Boys. I comforted Carter and Matt because they have helped me with so much ever since i moved to HollyWood.

We made our way into the church and sat right up front. When the priest was finished it was time for the speeches.

Shawns mum went first. She talked about him growing up and becoming famous and basically summed up his whole life.

"He was an amazing, talented boy that im sure will never be forgotten. His life may have been short but it was full of laughter and happiness. We are all sad that it had to end this way."

When she was done it was time for my speech because i was his girlfriend. I do blame his death on me though. He killed himself because of   split-second desicion to split up the fight. Nash told me before that he blames himself aswell.

"Shawn Mendes was one of the funniest, Loving, Caring Boyfriend any girl could of wished for. He was always there for me. When i was sad or when all the hate rolled in when he told his fans about us. Apart from his family and friends, His fans were Shawns main priority. Always making them happy and always making sure they were ok. He cared alot for his family aswell. Always loving them, Giving them hope and telling them to stay strong when things were getting tough.

I was 16 when i moved to HollyWood to pursue my dream. Shawn was there for me every step of the way. Helping me write music and Helping me settle in. I am so glad to say that Shawn Mendes loved me and i love him. Thankyou Shawn for making my life happier and more enjoyable."

I started to wipe the tears away when i had sat down. I sat down next to Nash and he hugged me. I am so glad he's here for me. "I love you" He wispered to me. "I love you too" I wispered back.

I looked over to see Hayley, Shawns sister crying into her mothers shoulders. I walked over to her trying not to disturb Aaron's speech.

I hugged her really tight. "Everythings going to be alright". "Just remember i will always be here for you" She slightly nodded and Shawn's mother thanked me.

I walked back over to Nash. I sat down and layed my head on his shoulder.

"Your going to be a great mother one day" Nash wispered to me. I smiled and looked a him. He kissed me on the cheek and then it was time to go to cemetary to bury My bestfriend.

This is going to be hard.