Amnesia

the rush of hope

That was the worst day of my life. a memory that i will never forget . That day i saw my other half my bestfriend get shot . my best friend died in my arms and its something that will always remian with me. yes she s dead. yes i know i will never see her again. but sometimes i secretly think she still with me. i want to imagine shes with me , but i cant . soemtimes when im in school i look around all the different faces and then i see someone with the same hair color. a rush of hope rushes through my veins and i smile . but my smile and hope soon fades away when the fuigure turns and its not you. happens to me all the time . Afterwards i feel alone , tired , and i miss you then the most. snapping out of the memories i look up, and walk towards the cementery gates.wiping the small yet visible tears. i make my way inside and push the gates open.

Adam pov

5 years its been 5 Damm years. since i seen her. i don't know if shes dead alive. is she in pain?does she misses her family me?. she left without saying goodbye . without a trace no leter no call no nothing. here i am in the cementary gates of her best friend. her best friend her sister was killed and i couldn't do anything to protect her or her bestfriend. I make my way back to my car crying  won't fix anything. I cant help but feel the tears of the mix of emotions from everything that has made our family fall apart . i slam my head against the wheel frustrated with myself. i hear a loud squeak coming from the gates. i look up. thers a gilr she has red hair , shes skinny . and she looks like the little mermaid from behind. i wipe my tears away. and observe the samll girl she look s about 16 17 .I see her walk to that familar path, no it cant be ? can it? it could it be ? no that wouldn't make sense? she wouldn't come see winter if she hasn't seen us would she?
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