Again in this familiar room
I feel water coming down to my face
to my mouth.
Choking on that water and my saliva.
Finally it stopped.
I thought its the end
It wasn't
My body is fixed onto a chair now
I see their hand coming closer to my mouth
Something is in their hand
Fuck, i know that
Not again, i don't want to
Im trying to move my head but the grip on my body and my mouth get stronger.
It hurts to feel it coming down my throat
I feel tears in my eyes but i don't want them to know they won
The pain in my mouth isn't stopping
i feel them moving my body and laying it somewhere
The only thing i see is again the big white light above me
People in white cloaks and masks are slowly disappearing in the dark
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts •••
De TodoThis book is just for my thoughts and i wanted to have this only for me. But after that i realised i will feel better if there's someone who will read that even when you don't know me.
