WHEN WE MET (Taglish Series)

CHAPTER ONE-Reminisce

I'm reminiscing again..... How it all started, and how it all ended, so easily, so fast.....

Ang tala ng buhay ko ay panay sumbat, kahihiyan, dismaya, at kasiraan....... What can I do if all of a sudden, my life became worthless after being in loved?

Love? Stupidity defines it...... Kahit anong gawin mo, pagmumukhain kang tanga at walang kaalam alam dahil lang sa love na yan....

Yeah, in someone's fantasy, being in love is the best feeling where you can explore and experince being cherished and treasured, or whatsoever, all you can feel is happiness....

But wake up! Nasa reality tayo! Love means pain, love means you'll get hurt, if you love someone, lagi ka dapat handa masaktan, ang sakit, katabi lang yan ng pagmamahal, to sum it up...

Love is your greatest rival in your life that may lead into your destruction....

Well, experience is the best teacher, at ito na yun, naexperience ko na kaya alam ko ang sasabihin at gagawin.....

I'm not that affected anymore kahit months pa lang ang nakakalipas after our break up...... She's tough others say, ano bang mapapala mo kung hindi ka uusad at ibabaon na lang ang sarili mo sa nakaraan diba?

Moving on? Madaling sabihin, mahirap gawin? Anong problema doon? Kung gugustuhin mong umusad at mabuhay, pilitin mo! Wag mong itatak sa utak mo na mahirap, if you believe that you can make all things possible for you, then pursue yourself more and reach your intention, siguradong makukuha mong magmove on.

Though it is not the other way round na madaling makahanap, bakit? Ang paghahanap ba ng iba ang solusyon para makamove on? Hindi naman! You can do it all by yourself, basta tanggapin mo na lang ang mga bagay bagay, acceptance, what's done is done, enough with the drama!

"Hey" bati ng kaibigan ko.....

In response, I just nodded, they are fond of my cold response and reaction, I show less emotions, nakakatakot magtake ng risk para magpakita ng emosyon sa ibang tao, dahil gagawin nila itong motibo para mapalapit sayo, after that, sa huli iiwan ka rin naman, I don't like having so many people talking and caring about me...... Ano yun? Pakitang ugali?

Okay! Now you get it! My issue here is being left without an explainable reason! I was dumped! I did nothing wrong! Just one day, he changed, all changed, he's gone, all is gone.....

Kung kaya niyang magabago, kaya ko rin......

I was cheerful, sweet, lovable, and energetic, before, now, I am cold, tough, silent, no care, just go with the flow.....

Now I mean it, I'm afraid to take the risk again.....

Well, sino ba ang tinutukoy ko? My friggin' EX, Lucas Villega.....

He's the reason, why I talk less, care less, love less.

Lucas Villega, captain of the basketball team, dumbass, asshole, talkshit, stupid idiot, walang alam sa buhay, bobo!

Yeah! I'm still asking the same question to myself, ano bang nagustuhan ko sa kanya?

Siguro dahil attracted lang ako sa bad boy aura niya, di naman kasi maipagkakaila na gwapo siya....

Pero bobo siya, imagine! He belongs to the lower section! The nerve! Pati ata ako naging tanga!

Add that he is always late! Basagulero pa ang loko!

"thinking?" sabi ulit ng kaibigan ko....

Matipid siyang magsalita gaya ko, pero di siya cold, in fact she's stubborn.