"Im here for you"
-- But when you're offline, not around me, or not responding I do so much in that time...
"You need sleep"
--I can't sleep, my mind is filled with too much, at night my mind wonders the most...
Me and one of my closest friends want to meet....
I hope that happens before depression gets to the best of me...
"Everything will be okay" "I still believe you'll get through this" "I'm always here" "you can do this," "Go take your medicine" "Be happy! Go outside! Go have some fun!"
STOP.. just... Stop...
Its not that easy,
I cant be happy.
Stop having so much hope.
The last time I was this depressed it lasted 6 months, I've been depressed years before as well.
I'm trapped in this hell, im looking for the exit, promise...
I'm trapped in darkness, but I promise I'll find light..
But it might take a while..
