Chapter 2-love again

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First time that l met you , l just can think about you .
"Hey did you see him?"
"I saw him ,he is so hot!!!He is smart ,he is good at sport ,and he is so cute! If l can be his girlfriend then that will be so good!"
But...l know unrequited love has no result,we won't be together.....
"I know ,right!?He is coming here!"
When l pass you in the hallway,or watching you quietly in the distance,all these let me feel so excited
"Why your face is so red?"
"No!...nothing ,quickly we need to go to the next class"
Everyday dress up very beautiful,or going to school all these are because l want you to see me ......you are so powerful for me
I can't cover my mood,still care about you
Someone said this before"Start notice about someone that is the starting of love."
And l know l am starting a unrequited love ......and you either......lot of people around us too...And l still cannot catch the destiny that in the future has you ....l know l am not in the part of you ,someone does......
Perhaps, a person that l like can be happy,your happy is my happy!!
Perhaps,you can be brave to catch your dream.....even.....l know your dream is not me ....
I always tell myself .....why ...why l am in love with you?...why l am not in love with a person that love me?
Perhaps , when l confess to you that l like you ,you can see "thank you",is not "sorry"
And l will tell you "Can in love with you is so good!Can confess to you is so good !"
"Sorry...and thank you ,you will find a better person than me and is love you"
And l will try to smile to you ,tell you"You need to go ! Go follow your dream!"
And push your back , stand in the same place until your view of back is blurred.
My tears are falling down"So strange....why...l am crying "
In that moment ,l understand one thing ,that everything is over ,and l cry so loud ,l scream so loud ,l don't know how long did l cry ....l just know ...now...l feel so sad...

When l wake up is morning ,l have to go to school ,l feel better now
"Even, l lost my love ,l still getting something."
After l think like this ,l am not sad anymore ,and l prepared myself then l just go to school.l run very fast ,l just want to see him now ,l won't let him feel sorry for me ,l start telling myself"Every ending is the start of something new!!!"
When l get to school,l see you ,and l start smiling and over to you,and tell you
" Good morning!!"

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