Tokyo ghoul Oneshots

Past

Btw your a ghoul in this. Also could be triggering for some people.

(Y/n)'s POV 

   I woke up to a cold bed. As I opened my eyes, I saw that my boyfriend of two and a half years, Uta, was no longer in the bed with me. I checked the time on my phone, it read 12:30. Man, I really slept in. But I guess that makes since because I was out hunting most of last night and didn't get back around 3:40-ish. As much as I didn't want to leave the silky black sheets, I got up to take a shower and get ready for the day. 

   After my shower, I got dressed in a (F/B) tank top, one of Uta's black cardigans and a pair of black jeans. I also got pair of my converse and put them on. I then straightened my (h/l) (h/c) hair, and applied a bit of makeup. Just like that I was done. I wandered around our shared apartment trying to find my boyfriend. After a good while of looking for him, I realized he was probably downstairs working on masks. I went down the stairs and quietly opened the door that led to the shop. His back was to me so he didn't see me. I walked in and quietly shut the door behind me so he wouldn't know I was there even though he was listening to music. I then walked  up behind him, wrapped my hands around his shoulders and neck, then kissed his cheek. He then took his headphones off and put a hand over my arm that was wrapped around him.

   "Hello, (Y/n)." He said in his normal monotone voice. 

   "Good afternoon, my love." I replied. He turned in his chair to face me.

    "How are you?" He asked, pulling me gently closer to him by my waist. 

    "I'm good. What about you?" I replied. "I'm fine." He stood up and pulled me into his toned chest. I hugged him back, tightly and he kissed my head. We stayed like that for a while until he pulled away and went back to work. I pulled up a chair by him and started organizing some of his orders from different customers. Uta preferred to work in a quiet place, unless he was listening to music or there was music playing in the background. He enjoyed the silence. When I met him he was much more antisocial and hardly ever talked. But once he got to know a person and was comfortable with them he could tell you almost anything. But the only thing he didn't ever  talk about and that was his past. So there weren't many things I knew about him before we met and started dating. He was very interested in hearing about my past, my childhood, school, highschool, my family, everything. 

   "(Y/n)? Did you enjoy school?" He said out of the blue. 

   "Not really, most people I went to school with were jerks. No one was good enough for them besides all their bestfriends. That didn't really matter though because I didn't fit into their group. I tried and was nice to them but I just couldn't fit in with them. I wore all the wrong things, didn't play the right sports, didn't listen to the right music, wasn't interested in anything they were into. I think most of them thought I was weird because of the things I dressed in. After a while, I just learned not to care and ignore them. I wasn't going to change for them because I liked my outfit choices and personality. To be honest, I was probably more happy then they ever were, and I'm probably still more happier than them today." I moved my chair closer to him. 

    "They sound kind of judgemental." He said looking up at me.

 "They were very judgmental. All the popular kids would just stare at me and others who weren't like them as we walked down the hallway or when I would walk into class. It didn't matter, I was happy and wasn't going to let them take that away from me so I just chose not to be friends with them. I was nice to them if we had to speak with one another, but besides that I wouldn't go up and start a conversation with them.  I just focused on getting good grades and getting through school. That's all that really mattered to me at the time. Plus I also knew once I got done with school, I probably wasn't ever going to see them again. " I explained. 

   "What matters to you now? He questioned me. 

   "You, of course! You matter the most to me. You're all I ever really think about anymore. In all honesty, I'm okay with that. There's no one I'd rather think about." I gave him a sweet smile.

"I'm glad I matter that much to you. It makes me happy to know that someone cares that much for me. It's nice to know I'm not alone anymore."

"Where you once alone, Uta?" I asked him.

"Yeah, do you wanna hear about it?" He asked while putting his supplies away that he had been using.

"If you feel comfortable telling me, then I'd love to know." After that he didn't respond. He stood up and walked to the front door of the shop and changed the 'open' sign to 'closed,' and locked the door. He then returned back to me and without me expecting it, he picked me up bridal style. He walked to the doorway that led upstairs to our apartment and shut the lights off to the shop. He then opened the door and continued to carry me up the stairs, being very gentle with me. 

   "It's a long story, but it's worth telling it to you."

Hey everyone!! I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. I'm hoping to get more time to update this book along with some of my other ones. If you guys have any ideas please send them to me! It would be greatly appreciated!! I y'all have a wonderful day/night!!! Bye Ghouls!!

Written Thursday May 24, 2018