i'm yours. || cαlυм нood

Another day

Calum's pov.

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"Wake up, Calum!", someone, probably Michael, yelled from across the room.

"Fuck off", I moaned into my pillow.

I hated mondays. They were so disgusting.

On every monday, we have to wake up before 8. And, to be honest, that drives me crazy. I never get to sleep enough, & I'm always the one who shares it's hotel-bed with Luke, who always drags away the blanket. That's the reason I'm freezing at night.

However, Michael continued calling my name, but I acted like I was sleeping, what I wish I was.

"We're late, the fans are waiting outside", he said. He knew that when he would mention our fans, I'd get up quickly.

Somehow, I managed to sit straight in bed, without falling back.

I walked to the bathroom.

God, I thought when I looked into the mirror.

I looked horrible.

I turned the faucet on and washed my face with cold water.

I have a really good life, I admit.

Have everything I need.

Family, friends, fans, health..

But one thing was missing: The love of my life.

While Luke had kissed his girlfriends in the past, I always had to watch them.

Or when Ashton took it's home, I always heard them laughing in his room.

It always had been like this.

I was the only who never had a relationship.

Okay, I got kissed by a girl. But I was 13, so I guess that doesn't count.

Besides, that girl didn't even WANT to kiss me. She actually had to. She had a bet going on, if she dared to kiss me, the geeky Calum.

And.. well, she obviously dared to kiss me.

I couldn't get ovet it for ages, because I had really liked her back then.

Well, that was in the past.

Now, I had to look forward for the future.

"Come on Calum!!", Luke called through the bathroom-door.

"One second", I replied. "All I need is a second"

He sighed.

"Better hurry up"

Piep piep piep. My mobile.

"You've got a message.", Luke said.

"Don't you read it", I warned him from the bathroom.

"Aww, is it from your secret gurrrrrlfriend?", he asked, jokingly.

'I wish', I thought, without saying it out loud.