crush

73

"i told you i was going to bed

because i didn't want you to see me

fall apart but i was really just

hoping you knew me well enough

to know that i needed you to stay"

{a/n: i saw this on tumblr (creds to darkesthxur??) & even though it doesn't really fit into the context of this whole book, i just wanted to post it bc i could really relate to it}