8-Thinking of the future

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by RiaMarks

by RiaMarks

*day after friends come round*

Tana P.O.V

The festival is tomorrow.
The festival is tomorrow!

Fuck! I haven't even got any outfits ready, I frantically rack through my brain on what to do; it's way too late to order online so I'm going to have to go to the mall.

My first thought is to invite Bella along. Would she be okay with being in public with me, i mean I'm nothing compared to her and she's perfect and flawless in every way.

But my gut tells me to message her so instinctively I do so. Not expecting a reply too soon I lie down on my bed for a while staring at the ceiling and making up things me and Bella would do together.

Iv never loved a girl before and it was exciting and new sure and people are bound to think it's all for show but this is the first girl iv ever look at and seen a future with, heck the first person I've seen a future with!

I decide instantly to check my messages as it has been a while and check with the beauty herself and see what she thinks about her invite her out to the mall. I hope I didn't word anything wrong, I want it to be perfect.

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*messages to Bella*

Me; hey beautiful girl, would you please come to the mall with me ASAP and help me pick out some outfits for the festival tomorrow xxx

Bella; Ofc I will Tana bear 🐻 I'll be over to pick you up in 20! Xxx

Me; okay maybe we can grab some food too? xxx

Bella; you could've just asked me on a date you know? ☺️Xxx

Me; okay, see you soon B xxx

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My heart frantically beats the blood round my body and it echos throughout soon realising Bella will be here any minuet now to pick me up. She just admitted she'd go on a date with me. Like friends? Would she ever go on a real couple date with me? What the heck am I saying, we aren't even a couple. Yet.

And 'yet' was my key word to life at this very moment. The fact that any few moments shared with Bella could change our relationship statuses.

I want Bella Thorne. In a non sexual way, in the most innocent and caring way, I want to hold her in my arms when she is cold, I want to be her light in the dark, I want the good and bad with her.

I'd go through a million bad days for just one good day with Bella. And her name stuck in my mind forever with superglue. Nothing could erase her from my brain, I will always want and need her. I just hope she feels the same way...

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Hey guys I'm so sorry this has taken so long to update! I swear I'm back now and will be updating loads more. I needed a long break to get back on my feet!

I'm ready to write for you guys again!! How have you all been? Comment some idea for the future of this book.

- Riaxoxo