I HATE

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When I breathe, it's not breathing
My heart isnt my heart either
You may not understand
Baby I don't wanna love you but I love you

I keep pushing, and I soothe
I keep soothing but the pain doesn't get any better
You may never know forever
How hellish these days have been

The only thing that I need is you
I can't reach you and I can't let you go either
What do you want me to do

Let it crumble, you can't turn back either
It's pointless Hate you yeah
I hate you but I love you
I can't take it, it hurts, it hurts so much and I miss you
My heart shatters so that I can't do anything at all
I Hate I Hate

I hate but it's not hate
I forget you but you're not forgotten
My feelings don't feel like feelings
Baby I don't wanna love you but I love you

This place is full of doubts, a desert without answers
You must be happy, abandoning in this place and Go
I'll never know why
The reason you left me

There's only one thing I need, and it's a short answer
You made it so that I can't know and I can't ask
Why did you cast me away here

Let it crumble, you can't turn back either
It's pointless Hate you yeah
I hate you but I love you
I can't take it, it hurts, it hurts so much and I miss you
My heart shatters so that I can't do anything at all
I Hate I Hate

My heart may be broken but it still hurts
I'm cut by the shattered pieces
All that's left to do is wait in the long, long time
Please teach me how I can endure it

Is there no way
So that I can breathe comfortably again

Will you let me go now so I won't miss you all night
So exhaustingly I hate you yeah
I hate you but I love you
I can't take it, it hurts, it hurts so much and I miss you
My heart shatters so that I can't do anything at all
I Hate I Hate

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