She looks to the floor. Sighing. "I just can't love anymore... I'm a stupid person to you. Everyone. Even though I refused to hurt you. If you need me. Make sure you ask.... I care Fade.... Too much.". Now she just wants to say Fade's real name instead of saying Fade all the time because she's really down in the dumps. "You won't mind.... will you? If I say your real name?"
