Dear 16 year old me,

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Dear 16 year old me,
There is absolutely nothing sweet bout being 16. You're going to face the one thing u dread the most- change. Changes are suppose to make u or break u. In this case, its the latter. You have a really hard time coping up with ppl, studies and what not. It doesn't help that ur parents want u to be the best. Its that the time of the year where u question everything but dont get anything. Its that time where u wish u could just fast forward ur life to the good parts. I wish u spoke about ur depression to anyone, but u don't. You buy yourself this cocoon and wrap urself rather tightly around it. I wish u knew how to laugh more. I wish u didn't live in the boundaries of chemistry and live believing that u r worthless. I wish you were fruitful and lively again and dreamed big big dreams. I wish u weren't sad all the time and questioned your talent as often as you breathe. I wish u knew how to manage time or rather escape it. But mostly, i wish your faith is higher than anything knowing this will pass.
Yours lovingly,
Equally lost.🥀