Why is love difficult

chapter two-the bully

              --authors note--         

  I really have nothing to say but love yall lots ,comment

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Well after breakfast I was walking down the hall with cici (ciera) then Jason barker my bully showed up and noticed me and came over to me and pushes me head into the lockers

"hey fag" he said as he blew his hot breath in my ear and let go of the back of my neck.

" fuck off " i said ,then him and his group walked away then ciera came and help me up and asked if "I was okay" then I said yeah and we started walking again.

I don't know why but when I am around Jason I feel weird and happy I don't know why but for some reason.

well me and Jason used to be really good friends.back in the 7th grade. untill one day when I was over at his house we where talking and just being our selfs then we told each other that  we we're gay and then he started kissing my neck and then threw me on the bed and was on top of me then I pushed him off and walk out of his house crying.

And from that point on we never talked to each other again and then he started to spread out rumers that I was gay and I didn't say that the weren't true but yeah.. and he said that 'if I ever told anyone about him that he would slit my throught'

Well when me and cici finally reached history we noticed we was just a little late so when we walked in miss Beatty our history teacher asked,"where have you to been"

I sat there for a little while thinking and finally said something,"in the office"and then we sat and listened.

When school was over I was walking down the fifth grade hall with adreanna to go over to her place and

Then we walked out and got in the car and drove to Anna's house.

                 --authors note--

well yeah and so... there you have it. and  this is short I know I know

fuck fuck fuck:sorry

much love