Im sad

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20th May 2018
I just finished 13 reasons why like 1 minute ago and I'm so very depressed rn. It's 9pm on a Sunday and I was 3 essays and 42 maths questions due tomorrow. I'm so stressed but I honestly don't care.
13 reasons why was so good. I cried the whole way through the last episode. I called it. I fucking called it. I knew there was going to be a shooting. I just won a €10 bet.
And I fucking hate Monty, he's such a dick he deserves to die. And Bryce deserves much more. I still dont understand why Justin went to jail can someone explain to me?
What monty did to tyler on the last episode made me so mad. I cringed cos I could feel it. Fuck.
AND WHEN "THE NIGHT WE MET" CAME ON IN THE DANCE AND CLAY STARTED CRYING AND EVERYONE HUGGED HIM I SOBBED HYSTERICALLY. Holy fuck that was too much for me.
That was such a big fucking cliffhanger and now clay is gonna get caught with the gun and Tyler is gonna get off easy. I love clay so much.
And at the funeral when he confessed his love I couldn't handle it.
OH MY GOD and the note that was called reasons why not. And clay was on it twice. THEY WERE MEANT TO BE WITH EACHOTHER.

the song that clay was crying to in episode 5 from season 1 at the end(I think) when he's in the shower just came on and I'm crying again I can't handle it. I'm gonna break down in school tomorrow haha good luck to me.

The song is called thirteen by Elliot smith

I might write another Ina while cos I'll probably remember something else that I wanted to talk about.

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