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" She's my world. "

He says smiling even more. It was clear that he likes her, he may even love her. The thought of him loving someone else other than me made me feel sick.

" Sounds wonderful. "

I say laughing a little, but it didn't make how I felt any less.

" She is. "

He says before getting up to leave.

" Mason. "

I say grabbing his hand.

" Don't Bailey, just don't "

He says pulling away his hand. He then walks away leaving me with a bad taste in my mouth.

I still love him.

If anyone has more right over him it's me. I'm the reason he's not behind bars like my father wanted. I got up and left with my head spinning I found a bottle of burban and drove around to anywhere,just so I could clear my head. I know that drinking and driving is not a good idea but that was the only way to get out of the house and away from the Ranch. I drove up to the cove and just sat there. I looked at the ocean until sunset. I cried and cried and cried. My eyes were all red and every part of me ached,mostly my heart.

I drove back from the cove and on my way home I met with an accident. I woke up in the hospital to see Mason by my bed side. He was sleeping.

" Mason. "

I called to him. And he woke up and looked at me.

" Bail what the hell were you thinking? You don't drink and drive Bail you could have died. "

He says scolding me like always.

" I'm sorry. Mason really."

I say taking his hand in mine.

" Bail I forgive you, but it doesn't change the fact that I love Tris. She is my world now and always. "

He says, he's eyes lit up when he said he loves her. And it hurt, I wasn't over him. Even when he seems completely over me
He squeezed my hand and then got up and left.

I rolled over on my side and cried. I cried and wished so hard that it was me. Me that he loves and not her. I felt like a part of me was snapping. That something inside of me