education is different
no one wants to learn anymore
it's all about passing
i don't want those useless damn books
that i don't want to read
that my parents have already forgotten
and i don't want my hand
to carve words out of ink
that i could care less about
and i don't want to be forced
to push words out of my mouth
in front of everyone
even though my panic disorder will strike
it's like telling me to breathe
when you're clearly sitting on my chest
i don't want to be yelled at for my slow progress
and no, i don't want to learn this subject
in fact i don't want to be here at all
i just want to pass
so i can work
to work
and then to work
until my last breath
and it hurts, when people know what they want to do with their lives, and they can live happily ever after...
it hurts
