Trust issues

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It's so hard for me to trust anyone. Yes, I have got trust issues. You ask me why? Because the type of people who everyone trusts, they broke my trust. Not once, not twice. But so many times that I have lost the count. I want to trust people, but I just can't bring myself to do so. There are people who I trust. But even to them I am scared of telling a lot of things. Always scared that did they have change of heart? Did they change their mind about me? Have they started to dislike me. I know blaming anyone won't justify this, but that's how I am.

There are so many things which I tell my close ones, but their is this voice in my head that don't tell them. They will judge you. They will break you. They will use it against you. But many times I choose to ignore that voice. And somewhere in my heart I know that day will come when that voice will tell me, I told you so. And when that happens, it would be the day I'll be completely broken. So broke that I won't be able to keep up with anything anymore.

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