Love Me Or Leave Me

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This story is based on the song love me or leave me by little mix, so I highly suggest that u put the song on while you read this..

2.30 AM
He should be home by now, he doesn't answer my calls, or reply to my massages, he should've been home by 10.00. Has he found someone new, does he not love me anymore, no he does, he promised, he's just running some errands.
              I stare at the ceiling with all these thoughts on my mind an unfinished book and a cold cup of coffee. It's one of those days when it's raining and Harry and I would cuddle all night,he would sing to me until I fell asleep mumbling I love you's every now and then,but he's not here today , he's busy, obviously. I shake these thoughts off my head when I hear someone opening the front door.obviously Harry, I quickly get off bed and walk into the living room where he's taking his shoes off a stunning smirk on his face, he looked up at me and that smirk turned into a frown, does he not like to even see me anymore.Where did we go wrong..
             It's been like this for quite a while now he'd come home late and as much as I hate to admit it he's not working, I don't really know what he's doing and then this happens,
"Hey haz , how was work"
"Okay" he mumbled
"What was that amazing smirk about, huh?" I asked taking a seat next to where he's plopped on the couch.
"Nothing" he said turning on the TV and if he was paying at least 1% attention to me he certainly is not now.
"Can u please turn that TV off and talk to me Harry."
"There's nothing I wanna talk with you about"
I sighed "I made dinner so c'mon"
"Not hungry" I was getting furious by now so I went near the TV and turned it off disconnecting the main switch.
"What the hell  is wrong with you y/n?"
"What's wrong with me? I'm not the person who's acting like a total dick  to  Harry."
"Pfft"
"What did I ever do to you to deserve this huh?"
"I'm going to sleep."
"So now your ignoring me."
"Y/N your crazy there's nothing wrong between us everything is normal" which we both know is a huge lie. And with that he went to our bedroom.
I sighed and whispered still enough for him to hear that "I thought you meant it when you said I do."

I cleaned the kitchen and then made my way over to bed harry was already laying on bed with his eyes closed and a smile on his face which obviously wasn't put their by me.
I went over and layed on the bed Harry opened his eyes, turning the other way and then so did I now we were lying back to back.
"What have we become" I whispered.
"What happened to us" I know he's listening to me.
And it's for the sixth time this week we're going to bed angry, I never thought it would come to this... does he really hate me......

Two months ago I would wake up to see Harry had gone to work leaving a sweet message on the bed side table or to a cute and sleepy Harry with his raspy morning voice but now I wake up to an empty bed and a note that has no emotion whatsoever today it just says

I'll be home late
                         -H

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"Y/N get upppppppppp pleaseeeeee" I heared a raspy voice whisper shaking me a bit,
"Harold let me sleep"
"No I will not let you do such a thing"
"Ughhh what do u have against me having some good sleep"
"Getttttt upppppp"
"Nooo"
"Baby I'm serious get up"
"No"
"Okay then I'll just go to Emma's"
"Why?" I shot up
"Since you won't get up and I'm in desperate need for a kiss might as well get one from your sister"
"How the shit does that make sense"
"So......" he smirked
"Aghhh here you go" I gave him a passionate kiss, hiss lips feel like clouds from the heavens.
"Harry don't blame me for my morning breath you asked for it besides yours is just as terrible as mine" and he smiled into the kiss and then broke it leaning his forehead on mine looking deeply to my eyes, those forest green eyes that you could get lost in but still wouldn't want to find a way out.

I snapped out of my little flashback ,moments like those I wish I could go back to and relive,

Nothings turning up for me these days, I didn't get paid this months cause all the manuscripts I've done where wrong, my phone broke basically scattered to pieces and I don't have enough money to buy a new one, I miss my Harry, I miss his bestfriends, I miss having fun with harry and the boys, i miss Harry's dumb jokes, I miss his curls, I miss his touch and most of all I miss his love, I could break down any moment now and that's exactly what I did, I got home and collapsed on the floor ,a crying mess.And today's our anniversary, He forgot.

If I don't have Harry what's the point in living, I can't do this anymore.

Harry's P.O.V.

I hear a beep on my phone, it's a reminder,
'You and pricess's anniversary' it said.
I don't know what's wrong with me, why am I doing this to her, I do love her, I do , I do, "would you sleep with other girls if you did" a voice said strangely the voice belonged to Liam, it always does when I've  fucked up.
"SHIT" harry curses getting up from the bed he's sleeping in and getting his clothes on,
"Where are you going honey"
The blonde whispered dragging me back to bed  and sitting on me.
"I have to go" I said trying to get her off me, only Y/N 's supposed to be this close to me.
"Oh and now you realise" it was Liam's voice again.
"You can spare a minute can't you" she said seductive.
"Listen mary-"
"Madeline" whatever the fuck
"Madeline I need to go NOW  so get off me"
And I flashed over to my car I have a bad feeling about today,
I have to get to her,
I have to make it right,
I have to get her back,
I need her,
And high speed over to our house,


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⏰ Last updated: May 21, 2018 ⏰

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