Secret

Chapter 4

Mikey's p.o.v

"I'm going meet up with a girl" Bryce said. I could feel my face sadden as I heard the words come out of his mouth. Nick and Edwin cheered, "Aye, that's my boy!" I gave a disheartened cheer and watched him as he left out the front door. "Ugh" I muttered as I flopped on my bed. Why do I feel upset if I'm not gay? Why do I feel jealous?

7pm
Edwin walked into my room, "hey bro is my char-" he stopped mid sentence. He sat on the edge of my bed, "you good?" He asked, noticing my upset expression. Should I tell him? What if he judges me? I don't want to be gay. "Yea, I'm fine"
"Haha. Sure. Tell me what's wrong" he demanded. I looked at him and sighed, "I think I like Bryce."

He gave me a shocked look and sat there taking it in, "you probably hate me now" I muttered. A hurt look spread on his face, "don't ever say that Mikey. I don't mind. Really. I just thought you were straight, you know?" I small smile appeared on my face and he hugged me, an actual, caring hug. Not a bro hug.

It had only been 3 hours since Bryce had left the house when he came storming into my room. "Bryce?" I asked, wondering why he did that.

Bryce's p.o.v.

I stormed into the house making my way to Mikey's room, a surprised expression on his face when I stormed in. "Bryce?" He asked worryingly. I was about to tell him. But he's straight.

Mikey's p.o.v.

Another person sat on the edge of my bed as he looked into my eyes. "Mikey, I think I'm gay"
I smiled widely and confessed that I was too. We both sat there just smiling at each other when he broke the silence. "Well, umm. I should go" and he walked out of my room.

I laid back down and just stayed there, smiling. I have a chance. I have a chance to date Bryce. I dozed off to the thought of him.

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I woke up in a cold sweat again. I thought it would automatically get better after the night with Bryce, but it didn't. I ran over to his room and gently got into his bed. "The dream again?" He said as he turned towards me. "Yea" I responded. I turned on my other side, and moments later felt a pair of arms around me and his head nuzzling (is that even a word?) in the crook of mine, as I felt his breath on my neck when he sighed from comfort, making me get goosebumps from his touch. I intertwined our finger nervously, being cautious and he intertwined them himself, since I was moving too slowly, afraid of rejection.

That night was probably the best night's sleep I've had so far. I didn't wake up once, in fact I think I had a nice dream, for once. My eyes opened not as slowly as usual, from a good nights sleep. I felt something on my hand and looked down to see Bryce's hand still intertwined with mine. I smiled at the sight and laid back down, resting my eyes. After a while we both got up and went about our day as though last night hadn't happened. I found myself getting in a routine where I would always go to Bryce's room in the middle of the night until he stopped asking why. Now I basically sleep in his room every night, not bothering to even try sleeping in mine. It was getting more and more tense throughout the days though, we acted as though the nights didn't happen, but sometimes I just wanted to have my tongue in his mouth.
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One night I couldn't fight it anymore. I got into his bed as usual and turned towards him, looking him in the eyes. I sat up and he did as well, asking what was wrong. I'm going to play hard to get.
"Bye" I said as I got up and walked out a slow pace, slightly swaying my hips. I heard shuffling in the bed then footsteps coming closer to me. His arms hugged me from behind and he whispered into my ear, "where do you think you're going?"

I felt goosebumps forming like they did every time I felt his breath on me. I turned around to find him extremely close and my hands automatically placed themselves on his bare chest as I felt my cheeks go a crimson colour. He shivered and whispered again, "See what your touch does to me?" He asked. Out of nowhere I got the confidence I needed, and I trailed my hands down him, agonisingly slow, and slid one down, grazing him. His breath hitched and I took my hand away, giving a smirk and started walking away. He grabbed my hand and swiftly pulled me into him, placing a gentle kiss on my lips while leading me to his bed, not breaking the connection. He laid me down slowly and took my clothes off, hands roaming each other's bodies, wanting, needing.

No smut for you yet sorry guys there will be a REALLY DETAILED smut at some points in the story which I will give warnings in the chapter before. AND THERE WILL BE SMUT UN THE NEXT CHAPTER.