The memories you left

There he was

I went with my friend Ashley to STC underground it was fresh out a small breeze that made my short hair move back and forth in a smooth repetition, I went down stairs to the underground place she introduced me to some great people I still remember. There he was a tall freckled- green eyed boy.
I said hi to everyone except him cause I was anxious. I was wearing a shirt that had my favorite band at that time "My Chemical Romance" he came up to me and said
"I really like your shirt, by the way what's your favorite song by them?"
I felt some pressure in my stomach my anxiety was coming.
I took a deep breath and answered his question "uh I really like cemetery drive"
He smiled at me and responded
"Ohh so you go for more underrated songs"
I chuckled and say "yeah I guess what about you, what's your favorite song?"
He sat down next to me and said "well I really like I'm not okay"
I smiled too and nodded "that's a good song" I said quietly.
We had a good conversation until he realized that none of us knew each of our names so he asked me "I said Jacky what's your name?"
He responded "Charlie".
For some reason he's eyes seemed to sparkle... we said nothing for a good 2 minutes until Ashley asked who wanted to go the the park. He turned to face me I became a stone until he said if I wanted to go with the kindest smile I've ever experienced in my life I faced away from him and finally answered "I don't know, I just didn't bring a sweater I'm sorry"
He looked at me and told me "Jacky look at me, you can borrow my sweater I have a long sleeve shirt"
I shook my head "I'm fine Charlie" I stood up and he did too his move made my whole body get goosebumps, he put the sweater on me and grabbed my hand taking me to the park.
It was cold once we got there he was still holding my hand, he was still smiling but I had a resting face, inside I was freaking out he was the cutest thing on earth in that moment.
Ashley, Kalyn, Brandon, Steve, Charlie and I stayed at the park but all of a sudden I let go of Charlie's hand, I don't know why I did that I needed to hold him forever now that I think about it.
After a while I was at the swings by myself alone thinking, thinking about my past. Charlie came I looked at him he looked at me, my eyes were tearing up but I looked away.
"Hi" he said "what are you doing?"
"Nothing really" I answered "just thinking"
He looked at me worried and said "thinking is sometimes bad for us humans... uh why don't you tell me instead of thinking"
I looked at him he grabbed my hand again and took me to a lake we sat down on the bench he told me "it's so you can feel more comfortable"
A tear feel down my cheek. He asked if I was alright I just hugged him:).
I told him all about my past and how people hurt me, and he just looked at me the whole time I knew he was listening and that's when I knew he was gonna be someone important in my life and so he was a green-eyed kid he was my life.

( this is a true story my bois so keep in touch)