Untamed.

Its still Spring.

I felt the warmness of the sun hit my face as I untangled my arms and stretched them.

i woke with a smile on my face , like I always do ,

but as soon as it came , it went.

I remembered ,

it's still Wednesday the 21st of April , the flowers are just slightly starting to bloom . & it's still spring , & finnally I'm still in Michigan .

it's my last year of highschool , and still at 17 , I really have no " bæs or confidential friends " .

it's pretty lame , but hey I like to keep to myself .

it's a lot more peaceful and my wolf likes it as well.

i actually admire my wolfs color of fur , more than my own features .

Its a neonish black with a strike of a creamy white from the neck to my tail

, Our pack is called the Midnight Ray

we mainly hunt at night so that would be where our name comes from , yet again I haven't really studied our history considering we live among humans and go To school with them , that would be me .

I stumble out of my bed ,& grab my thick , bold , brown glasses from my tiny night stand and make my way to my bath room .

I don't excatly have perfect eyesight when it comes to my human form .

I wash my face and prepare myself for the day.

Once im out of the bathroom , I just my clothes .

Today I go with my regular old washed blue jeans , I pair it with a grey shirt from my favorite store , with a nirvana logo on it .

Since it's still a bit chilly , I grab my dads sweater that says " Gonzalez Auto Repair Shop " , he was a human . He died last spring during my junior year , of a tumor On the left side of his head . I miss him so much . He taught me everything I possibly know , how to skate without falling , how to cook eggs & pancakes , how to laugh and enjoy life .

I put my worn out black converse , grab my book bag and decend down the stairs .

" hey mom "

" hey sweetie I was wondering-- "

she gives me a frown .

" what " I ask looking down on my wardrobe to see if there is something on it.

" really jacky ? .. She sighs

" your dad's sweater & the old shoes ?.."

Mom has kinda moved on since she is a betas daughter .

But as for me I haven't really proceeded yet .

" what .. it keeps me warm "

She's sighs again

" alright alright fine "

she grabs her phone

" As I was saying , maybe tonight we could try going to this place down the Coner , it has tasty crab cakes I hear "

" yeah sure " I smile to her .

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