I'm Garbage

Tagged

I GOT TAGGED! AGAIN!!! A-FUCKING-GAIN! I'VE BEEN TAGGED ONCE TO DO THE LIT CHALLENGE AND IGNORED IT, GOT TAGGED FOR THIS ONE AND PLANNED TO IGNORE IT, but I guess I changed my mind... I was threatened to get tagged a third time, too.... So here we go..

1. No .

2. No, but I could easily change that if I really wanted to.

3. Depends on what you count as self harm. I don't and haven't cut, but I have intentionally hurt myself.

4. Well, duh. I'll even right out the first time I can remember.

So I was like 5 or 6, and either my dad or his girlfriend, probably the girlfriend since my pa doesn't drink, had beers in the fridge, so I asked if I could try it. *chuckles* Well... My dad said yes, popped one open, and handed it to me. Seriously. He probably thought he could disgust me out of ever drinking, like they failed with my Uncle John. I drank half the can, I dont know how I could, and said, "Yumm."

He facepalmed and groaned, "Oh no..."

Yeah, that's the story.... I can't properly remember what happened after that, but I think... I think.. *sighs* this is embarrassing... I think I (this is so hard to write why...) ran around in my underpants with a jump rope screaming "I'M AN AVATAR!!," since I loved that movie so much...

5. Shop lifting? Pffft... not on purpose... Maybe by accident, I can't really remember...

6. Gotten a tat? Haha no permanent ones, but tattoos with markers and those water tattoos, yeah.

7. Nope

8. Show?! I love the Arrow! Go Ollie! Kick some ass!

9. I'm really into Heathers right now, but I really like Meet The Robinsons.

10. Song? How the actual fuck am I supposed to pick?! I'm not choosing. I refuse, and you can't make me!

11. Oh, I can choose this one, Set it Off! Unless you mean like physical art artist.. Then I don't know...

12. Still Set it Off.

13. I dont know if I can choose an all time favorite. Its between the time I jumped off a thirty foot cliff, did a back flip into a pool, and when I did something weird a week or two ago. I'll tell the story of the last one.

So our school had this concert for all the musical classes, ok? Ok, and when my class went up, Ginger's family showed up. His little brother, and oh my goodness they so look alike, was recording us. We weren't playing yet, so I looked over and saw him recording. For some reason, on camera, I struggle to act normal. So I smirked and winked at him, then went back to looking at my black stand, laughing.

14. Hmmm... It's between the Inheritance Cycle and the Percy Jackson books. Don't you dare tell me to be more specific. I can't. I have to go with series...

15. Flight, easy.  I would be like, "FUCK YOU ALL, I'M OUT, I'M RUNNING AWAY AND YOU CAN'T DO SHIT TO STOP ME!"

16. COOKIES!!!!!!

17. Fuck (most) social medias.

18. If I had to drink one, Sprite. Coke... does some bad stuff to your stomach and liver, dude... So I generally don't drink soda.

19. I'd rather be blind, I prefer to hear things... But either one would interfere with me daily life.... Oh no... Now I'd rather be deaf... But then I'd never hear some of my favorite voices... Uuugh... Probably deaf would be easier for me to live with but I'd rather be blind.

20. Tea. Coffee messes with my system and my stomach way too much, plus, the after taste sucks, in my opinion. And tea is easier to make... I don't know, tea is just better in every way.

21. As of last January, I am thirteen years old.

22. I'm a Capricorn! Which is kinda ironic, considering one of my biggest fears is the deep sea, and Capricorn is a sea goat.

23. A couple weeks ago, I measured at 5 feet and 4 and 1/4 inches.

24. Uh... Bi

25. Uuuhh.... I've had this dog for *counts on fingers* 8 years now... My parents for... My entire life.. But like romantic relationship hahaha! I don't know, a year, starting when I was 5. But like, that doesn't even count.

26. I don't see why you can't have them. *coughs* "And love is not a choice," I don't think anyone should be retrained or put down because of who they like and stuff. If I wasn't so lazy, I'd probably help or something, but I can't have most social media and bleh I'm lazy as hell.

27. Depends. What did they do, what's their past, what's their relationship to you, etc. Things like that change my response.

28. Those are cool, I guess, but they can probably cause issues in your life if you aren't careful and stuff.

29. ... I dont know what that is, and if it's on here, it's probably really controversial, which means I'm not going to look it up. Don't tell me what it is, I really don't want to know.

30. Everyone deserves it in my opinion. Harsh, but that's the way my head works. Everyone is guilty to some degree and we need to kill more people, not just let them waste our resources in prison. I'm sorry, I'm an ass, but that's who I am. "My personality is 'asshole.'"

31. Don't really care, to be honest.

32.  *sighs* I love a lot of people, platonically, but the other kind.. Its messy, dangerous, powerful, and sorta icky. I tend to stay out of it. But I ❤ Sonic.exe. I'm not explaining this.

33.  *looks around* Yeah, they're what keep me up at night sometimes.... Scary motherfuckers got me to cry one time.....

34.  CLOSED!

35. It's complicated

36. Fuck no, I'm a stupid, mean unreliable, self centered bitch. I hate the way I walk talk, think, feel, breathe, and look. I hate everything about me. I'm not a nice or good person, and I'm not afraid to die. I don't necessarily want to die, but I don't care for my life either.

DONE!

If I talk to you regularly and you haven't done this challenge... Do it. Or else. >.> Bye

-AJP