Damaged // E.D ~ G.D

prt. 4

*Alex's POV  *

for the past few days i have gotten to know Ethan and Grayson a little bit more, To be honest, Ethan and Grayson are like the brothers i have never had i love them. Today me Ethan and Grayson are going to hang out after school at their house.

I"m currently in 3 period with Ethan. Me and Ethan have most of our classes together and me and Grayson have about 2 together.

Me and Ethan where having a normal conversation (( i think )) When we where rudely interrupted (( well i was )) by someone walking past and harshly brushing their shoulder against mine, causing me to fall of my chair. Once i was on the ground i looked up to see who had knocked me of my chair and i think you can guess who it was, Sky-lit, Yep the girl that would and will do anything to try and put me out of my misery.

i slowly got up and looked at her, she turned around and sarcastically said,

" Ooops sorry didn't see you there"

okay now i just wont to attack her and rip her face off.

* Ethans POV *

Me and Alexis where having a reasonably normal talk when we, well she was rudely interrupted by the one and only Sky-lit,  Yep Sky-lit had pushed Alexis off of her chair and said she didn't see her there. while Alexis was getting up i decided to step in.

"What is your problem, she did nothing for u to just push her off of her chair"  i said standing up and walking over to Sky-lit.

"What do you mean babe, i didn't see her there" she said placing one hand on my chest and slowly walking around me.

"Your so childish, get your hand of of me before you regret it and LEAVE ALEXIS ALONE" i said ripping her hand off of me and pointing my finger at her chest.

"Or else what?? You gonna hit me, huh dolan hit me i dare you" She said bushing me with both of her hands, i stabled back a little bit but i caught myself.

This got me mad right as i was about to lang at her i was stopped by someone pulling me back. I turned around to see who had pulled me back, it was Alexis,

"Ethan! stop okay calm down she's not worth it" She said as we walked back to our seats.

"Thank you"

"What? Why did you say thank you i should be the one saying thank you silly"

"No actually thank you Alexis, Because if u didn't stop me... well who knows what would of happened to her"

" *ahaha* its okay Ethan... thank your for sticking up for me, Because yet gain if u didn't who knows what would have happened to her".

* End of the day- Alexis POV*

Today has been a LONG DAY day for me Ethan and Grayson, starting with the incident that happened in 3rd period, and  to me and Grayson getting in trouble in PDHPE.

I know i only meet the twins a few day ago but...i think i might like Ethan... i mean who wouldn't. just look at his dark brown hair, hazel eyes, pink plump lips!! i could go on for days. He's perfect but i don't know if he feels the same way about me??

Me Ethan and Grayson are currently watching scary movies in there basemen. there are about 2 lounges, a BIG LG T.V. and a pool table. me and Ethan are sitting next to each other on the big lounge and Grayson is sitting on the single recliner. We are about ha;f way though the movie (Annabel)  when i get scared and i jump onto Ethan's lap and tuck my head into the crook of his neck.

"You alright there" Ethan said, grabbing my hands and pulling me up so that i was looking at him

"Umm... yea i guess" i said as i slowly got up and realised how i was sitting on him.

i got off him and looked over at Grayson, he looked angry. That's weird! Grayson looks angry WTF does Grayson like me. i brushed the thought off and sat back down next to Ethan and watched the rest of the movie. after the movie was finished Ethan was asleep on my shoulder, i looked at Grayson and coughted to try and get his attention. Its worked he looked at me and said,

"What!!... Ohh uh sorry you can just push him to the other side, um im going to go to bed night see you tomorrow maybe" he said standing up and walking upstairs.

"Uh yea okay night *sigh*" i slowly pushed Ethan to the other side if the lounge and got up and went home.

When i got home i slowly walked up to my front door and walked inside, when i got inside i could hear slight muffled whispers coming from the back room. Islowy walked up to the back door and put my ear up against the door to try and listen to what my  parents were fighting about.

"What do u mean she won't find out??? she is going to find out one way or another... and either way she finds out she will be Damaged no matter How, who or When we tell her. There is nothing good about the Frank. S-sh-e-e i-is going to BE DAMAGED GOD DAMMIT"

"WHAT ARE U TALKING ABOUT MARY, SHE WILL BE FINE. she will be fine trust me okay and she WON;T FIND OUT BECAUSE WE WON'T TELL HER"

"NO FRANK!! she will find out... we cant keep this from her any longer, he is her best friend Frank they have been friends since they were about 4 years old... what she is now 16 17 idk we have been hiding this from her for 5 years know. she is going to hate us, Frank HE'S GONE HE'S DEAD, 5 YEARS AGO HE DIED AND WE KEPT IT FROM HER HER BEST FRIEND IS G-GO-O-ONE- GONE"

and right then and there my heart just feel out my ass. i can't feel anything he's gone my best friend is gone, and i didnt know and my own parents didn't tell me they knew i loved him, they knew i couldn't live without him.

After we moved out here to New Jersey i didn't talk to anyone for about 1 year i didn't won't anyone but him he was my paradise... he was my everything now he's gone!! I got up and ran to my room. i slammed my door closed and ran to my bedside table. i pulled out my box with all and when i say all i mean ALL... my photos on me and my best friend Nate. i sat back on my bed and went through all the photos, laughing at all the memories and all the history we made together and crying at the ones of Me and Nate cuddling or playing around with each other.

i really do miss him, i feel empty he was like my second half and know i have lost my second half. TBH i don't know how im going to be able to face people the same anymore. he was the reason i was happy and he was the one that taught me how to stick up for not just myself but for others as well, but knowing that he isn't here anymore hurt, i have lost all my confidence and well everything i'm not the same Alexis i was a few hours ago!! im now the Alexis that everyone hates the Alexis that everyone makes fun of, and i'm the new Alexis that doesn't want anything to do with anyone nor anything... thank you, Nate i love you with all my heart and PLEASE LOOK AFTER ME.... I MISS U!! i will see you soon.

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