All of the things.

Five years later...

  We're up in my room listening to our playlist.  I'm dancing around like im crazy. Felix is on my bed reading perks of being a wallflower.   

            "Felix ,   ive been writing a song, would you like to hear it ?" I asked. I wrote it for him.

"Sure, let me pause the music." After the music was paused I began

i started to sing on how i felt about him and he loved it.

"Who's that for? Is that for Rowan. "

"Felix, what do you think of gay people?"

"There pretty cool. I guess i'm okay with it.

"Felix, i'm gay."

" I already knew."  There was a long awkward silence. Its the kind of silence that you don't want. Thanks to Imogene she broke that after a long five minutes.

" Any hungry boys in the house come down stairs." We raced down the stairs to the kitchen. Imogene was cooking  Italian sausage and pirogi's.  She also made cookies.  Despite what I said Felix stayed the night.  Little did I know id be in love with him. And he would love me back.