Skyla

Lost in my head

Mommy woke me up, shaking me.

"Shhh baby, get dressed mkay?"

I was only 3 and I was able to dress myself, mommy taught me well. I got dressed, putting on my little sweat suit momma bought me. She picked me up and brought me to the couch.

"Jaden please..?...mommy pouted "I wanna keep her...."

"No Marry, we cannot...she can barely speak we can't and we don't have enough money to even take care of her anymore, let's go" he picked me up and put me in the car, forcing mommy into the car as she cried a lot.

"Mommy is Okie".."no cry," I said as I looked out the window, watching the houses fade away and trees appear. He stopped near the trees and took me out the car and left me there. As he got back in the car mommy tried opening the door as daddy was driving while trying to pull her in as I cried and ran after them, but daddy wasn't listening to me when I yelled there was another car, and then mommy and daddy got hit by the other car, I stood there...looking at the blood my mother coughed up. I ran up to her and cried loudly until the men came and picked me up, with grandma. I stood with grandma.

She explained everything to me more when I was a bit older. But through my years I had a rough time aka had depression for a while... I was also getting bullied at my school...

14 y/o

I walked into the new school. Grandma and I had moved and I left my one friend, kade, behind. I sighed as I walked to the principal's office, where he would give me my locker number and my class schedule, I took it from him and slowly put my stuff in the locker, only getting a notebook and a pencil for ELA class, As I walked to class I heard heels hitting against the floor and giggling and the next thing I know I get slammed against the wall and my stuff is all on the floor.

"Who do you think you are, roaming my halls?"

"U-uh..." I was speechless but was able to get out of her grip and grab my stuff "don't fucking touch me" I glared at her as I put my hair behind my ear

"Or..what?"

"Or I'll fucki-"I got cut off from one girl putting her arm over my mouth and the other holding me as the, I'm guessing, "leader" of this group had pulled a blade out and pulled my arm and cut it. I fought back while she was trying to continue and because of that, I got more but smaller cuts. Once they were done They got their stuff and ran as I ran off into the bathroom, I'm guessing they told someone that I had done it to myself because a teacher walked into the bathroom secretly as I was trying to clean the mess up.

"Honey.." I heard a voice

"Fuck.." I froze and quickly hid my arm, turning around to see a teacher

"Why'd you do that to yourself?"

"Mind your damn business," I said as I took a few tissues and walked passed her. I walked out of the school and went to this park my grandma showed me. I stood there all day.

That wasn't the only time they bothered me. They poured milk and food on me, called me names, etc etc. I didn't let it get to me but one time I gave up and was diagnosed with depression, though they continued I tried to ignore it. Until my depression became hate.

I sat at my lunch table, alone as always since they had spread rumors about "me cutting myself and being emo" even though it wasn't true. The "leader" came up behind me and poured more milk and food over my head, again. I rolled my eyes and stood up as she laughed. I grabbed my milk and poured over her head.

"I said fucking stop you little bitch" I sneered as I slapped her and then walked away, throwing my tray in the trash can. I stuck up the middle finger and walked out of the school again going into the dead end. I sat near the river as I took my blunt out my bag, I had prepared it the day before. I took out my lighter and lit it up.

Once I was done smoking I started walking around and I saw these 3 boys and a girl in an alley. I was high and I hardly knew what I was doing. I walked towards them and asked if I could join them

"Why," one of the boys asked as he tilted his head

I shrugged saying "just want to" but out of nowhere I started laughing since I was so high and smoked a whole blunt by myself so I smelled like weed.

The boy noticed that I smelled like weed and asked me what was my name

I said "My name is Skyla aka sky" I looked up at him since he was taller than me

"Heh, I'm Levi. That's Jaeden and that's Liam and shes, Nichole

They all waved at me except for Nichole I looked at her confused and said "Hi Nichole" as she rolled her eyes and glared at me for a few seconds. Levi grabbed my hand and said "she doesn't really like talking to newcomers especially when their girls" he giggled a little "been smoking huh?"

"Ehh? Noooooooo"My eyes widen as I looked at him trying not to hide my face since my eyes and cheeks were red

He put his hand under my chin making me look at him. I blushed a bit and Nichole growled a little loud while looking at us.

"Your cheeks, they are red," Levi said as he put his hand on my cheek and rubbed it

"Nyaaa" I looked away and then looked down, feeling very sleepy.

He looked at me and asked, "are you tired, princess?"

"Don't call me that and ye..s" I said as he picked me up, I quickly fell asleep in his arms since I was SMACKED AF

Nichole got mad and left to go home

I was still sound asleep snoring softly as he giggled a little hearing me snore

*zz..ZZ..zz* he walked to his house with me still in his arms as he laid on his bed and put me on top of him still asleep

I wake up the next day and sees me on top of him and I quickly get up and looked at him

Tobi was up and looked at me "are you ok princess?~"

"I said don't call me that.."

He smirked at me as he puts one of his hands on my waist, as he did I squirmed. He lightly giggled and sat up, caressing my cheek.