It's been a while since I have written. And the squad has been going through a lot. And I haven't done a thing. Well I really don't know how to protect Them or help them so I have been constantly mad at myself for that and I have just been trying to find ways to help. And to make things worse I get hurt often which puts stress on them since they care about me. And these things are hard for me to control. But I try my best not to get hurt. But I think the best way to protect them is just to talk to them not to fight for so I will try to do that for now on and this is how I will protect them
