"mother? where are you? don't leave me."
I see my mother walk out of the room not bothering to turn back. i cried out once again, begging for her to take me with her. still she continued walking, straight into the white light. strange men rush into the room as she walked out, men with weird green garments like nightgowns. they carry strange equipment with them like small little knives and big scissors, they seem to flood the room with me in it. I breathe and shout again, "mother? come back." I wanted her to hold me again in those warm loving arms. instead I was left in the cold hard arms of a room. the strange men crowd around me again, they nudge at my eyes, my hands and my ears. they seem to be checking for something but I do not know what. i am scared. the strange men examine the rest of my body and give a thumbs up. A small tiny man walks up to me, he seems to me trying to calm me down and then he injects a small little plastic tube into my neck pushing down on the cap. the injection caused me to start to become drowsy, I stayed awake for as long as I could but still I feel into sleep's open arms.
I woke up a bed, my arms attached to weird beeping machines via small tubes with red fluid inside. my torso and legs were strapped down to the bed, my head attached to something on the pillow. i try to get up but my head keeps forcing me back down. I not knowing what to do cried once more, afraid of where i am. this time a woman with blue garments walked in and tried to comfort me. her hands were covered by a thin layer of rubber and her face covered my a mask. she felt like mother, the pulsating heat from her gloved hands was soothing to me reminding me of...nothing. did I ever have a mom? why can't i remember?
a man in green garments walks in, I remember him. He was the one that gave the thumbs up. he looks very terrifying with big dark circles around his eyes and his glasses hanging from the tips of his nose. he walks over to the woman and opens his mouth. but as it moves i can't hear anything. wait, what is hearing? why do I know that word? he suddenly turns to me and points, his mouth moving rapidly. the woman seems to bend down in apology, I do not understand what are they doing. I am afraid I want to go home. I want to be able to...
"cry."
"who said that?"
"just cry"
i open my mouth and tears flow down my cheeks. I do not understand what is happening. the man in the green garments bends over me looking right into my eyes. I continue to 'cry' my mouth still hanging open with tears flowing down my cheeks. I look down to a small label on the guy's garments it says. D.o.c.t.o.r. I do not yet understand what that means. the Doctor presses a small button on a screen and i am forced back into sleep. my mind slowly retreating into the unknown depths of the world.
I am the silent, I am part of the silent world.
