I haven't moved from my bed in hours, staring at the ceiling in the same position. So many things were going through my mind that was causing me stress. Pretty soon my anxiety was going to act up. I needed to clear my head but I didn't know where to start. I laid still in the room, my house completly silent. The peace and quiet wasn't helping at all. It made my thoughts even louder, and the noise was unbarable. I felt like I kept hearing a soft knocking sound but I couldn't make out where it was coming from. I got up and went to the living room to see if my dad was home. No dad in sight, so it must have been something else. I went back to my room and heard the noise again. It sounded like something was hitting my window. Terrifying thoughts began to race in my mind as I prepared myself before stepping towards the glass window. I looked out and around to see what the noise was. A whole bunch of tiny pebbles were laying there as if someone was throwing them. I heard footsteps around the driveway so I ran upstairs to see who was there. There was a figure standing at my door but I couldn't make out who it was.
It was close to midnight so I was terified to open up the door.
"Lea!" I heard the figure call my name.
I let it sink in, wondering who's voice that was.
"LEA!" I heard it again.
That voice sounded familiar.. my eyes widened as I figured out who it was.
I ran to the door to open it up, and there he was with his cheeky grin and sparkling eyes twinkling at me.
"Ashton!" I squealed. I jumped into his arms, as he wrapped them around me in a tight bear hug.
"What are you doing here?" I asked.
"I came to see you silly. Arn't you happy?"
"Of course Im happy! But you better come inside, daddy is gonna be home in an hour."
We headed downstairs to my room where my dad wouldn't see him. He walked in and plopped down on my bed. I walked over to him as he reached out, grabbed my arm and pulled me down on the bed with him.
"Well hello." i said.
He flashed his adorable smile at you and whispered to you "Hi, I missed you." He placed his soft pink lips onto mine in a slow kiss. His hands slip underneath my shirt, trailing up and down my spine all the way to my hips. He moaned quietly into my mouth and I couldn't help but moan back. The power the boy had over me was ridiculous. He pulled my body up on top of his, letting me feel like I was in control. After a few minutes he rolled me over and pushed himself on top of me. I felt his bulge in his pants become hard soI trailed my hands down to his belt and tugged onto it slightly. He pulled the kiss away, looking at me with shock on his face.
"Really?" He asked shocked.
"Really" You replied.
"How about on a night when your dad isn't going to be coming home in a few minutes."
"You're such a goody two shoe you know that?"
He grinned at me, bringing his lips back down to me for one more kiss before he plopped down beside me. He pulled me into his arms and placed his leg on top of mine.
"Ashton?"
"Hmm?"
"I have something to tell you."
He looked over at me, staring deeply into my eyes. "I love you too."
I smiled at him, relieved that he felt the same. "I love you." I whispered to him.
He pulled me into a tighter squeeze and released the pressure slowly. We both laid there for a few minutes, with his fingers rubbing up and down my arm, causing my body to shiver.
"You cold?" he asked.
I nodded my head slightly at him.
"Lets get under the covers."
We both slid underneath the covers as he spooned his body against mine. He pulled the blankets up over our heads to block out everything else. All I could feel was the two of us, our bodys breathing similiar patterns, his heartbeat against my back, his legs entwined with mine. This right here was everything I could need from him and more. This was absolute bliss and I knew it would only get better.
"Goodnight darling." He placed his lips against my hair and kissed me softly before dozing off.