Hate

The Reason

                          2yrs ago
I sat there waiting for my boyfriend Jimin to come over to my house. Aish what's taking this man so long Jimin has been acting weird for a bit now, and it's date night tonight. So I decided to go see him at his house. He doesn't live far from me, but I still take my dads car even though I'm 15 I still can drive. I grab the keys to my dad's old car and start it up. I drive straight to Jimins house, and I pull up in his driveway and I see another car in the driveway. I got out the car and went inside his house. I heard Jimin talking to someone who sounded like a girl's voice. Giggles. I ran up the stairs and my hand hovered over the knob. I turned it and everything slowed down. Jimin. Was. Kissing. Another. Girl. All I can remember is her smug expression when she saw my shocked face. Jimin stood up really quickly. "Baby it's not what it looks like." He walked towards me. "I-i." I backed away from him. Jimin stopped. "Love I'm sorry..." he said, "GET AWAY FROM ME!" I screamed (The girl ran out the room so it was just me and Jimin.) I felt something inside like regret. I regretted coming to his house. I regret meeting him. I regret ever meeting him. I regret falling in love with him. " I love you only you she is nothing but a girl to me!" I winched at the word love. I fell to the ground crying.Jimin tried to touch me, but I slapped him away In the face. He ignored the pain and growled "What the fuck this is why I was dared to date you! Your a hideous bitch who wants to die a virgin! I never loved you and I never will your a stupid slut!" All those words hit me like a knife "Get out of my house Lee Jungsoo!" I ran out of the house, and got into the car panting and crying. I drove so fast I could feel lumps in my stomach from it. My head hurts and so does my heart.
1 month later
"Ms.Lee you have philaphobia the fear of falling in love...It's a rare thing to happen but you have it.Also of what happened recently it seems like it's bad.
The possible cure is most likely falling for the right person but tbh that's going to be hard but I can set up therapy appointments ok?"
"O-ok." I stuttered
Hearing those words coming from my Therapist broke me...
I hated the fact of love
And Jimin is the one to blame

Present time
I have only known Chanyeol for a few hours but I could tell that he was pissed. "But why do you talk to him?" He grumbled." I don't try to but he keeps talking to me. Torturing me. He goes as far to say 'I want you back' and 'I love you still' I cringed at the last 2 sentences.Chanyeol was pissed "As your new and only friend I promise to make sure that never happens again ok." He help out his pinky finger to make a pinky promise, and I used my own pinky and we pinky swear."Wait did you say only friend?!?!?" Chanyeol laughs loud "Gotta blast!" He yelled and then ran away. "CHANYEOL!!!!!" I screamed, and I ran after him. I finally caught up to him. "Fu-ck...y-ou." I was panting so hard. Chanyeol smiles really brightly at me. "I'm sorry." He says laughing. I hit him playfully "Stob it!"

Chanyeol keeps laughing and then soon I'm laughing too. "Ok ok let's continue the tour!" I say after 2mins of laughing at something I totally forgot.We walked into the library quietly and Chanyeol looked around "Wow this place is nice." He said nodding his head. "I come here a lot because well I don't have friends as you could already tell. I lost all my friends 2yrs ago and I just come to the library to read and study." I looked at Chanyeol with sad eyes. "Hey Jungsoo I'm your friend now ok so you don't have to be alone anymore. I won't leave your side until you ask me to." He said with promising eyes. "Really?!" I said looking at him. "Yes!" He said smiling. "So like can we exchange numbers?" He asked. "Ok sure!" I said we exchanged numbers
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Unknown:hello Chanyeol is here😂
Me: Oh hello
Sexy tall guy 😘: lol
"Wait why did it take so long to type my name."
Me: