They say I'm crazy and insane
They don't know the reasons why I'm in pain
Or what made me this way
Cause they never stay
They find out the truth about me
Pull up my sleeves and the cuts you'll see
Voices in my head make me beg
But they are my only friends
Deterring my focus on everything
I can only think of suiciding
Someone please help me
I just want to be free
Scars on arms and scars on hands
How can you even understand?
What I go through is hell
But you can't even tell
I hold these pills in my palm
Waiting to explode, I'm a bomb
My heart is shattered
I never mattered
Who would ever care about me?
I'm no one important, can't you see?
I'm not beautiful or creative
I'm not even stative
I'm like a statue
That no one ever grows attached to
I'm invisible to everyone
I'm just the girl they shun
It feels like I'm sinking
This nightmare I'm not awaking
Who will save me when I drown?
No one will, I belong in the ground
I cry silent tears every night
Why can't I make things right?
The one I love doesn't love me back
Why so many things that I lack?
I can't live the life I'm living
So many things that's unforgiving
Friends make me promise that I'll stop
Blood I shed they don't want to mop
No one gets why I cut
They think I'm a nut
They say they do but really they're wrong
I should know, I've been doing it for so long
I've been screaming forever
Did they notice? Never
I'm losing my mind
My judgment is blind
Paint a smile onto my face
Stop calling me a disgrace
Say I'm fine and keep lying
Wipe my tears and try to stop crying
Stay with my only friend
It's not like it's the end
Hide all my sorrows with my eyes
Don't listen to all their lies
Shut all the voices out
Give me mercy not a pout
I feel hopeless and lonely
Somebody love me if only
