Have you ever wondered?

Wonder

   I stared up at the roof wondering what outside was like was it dangerous was it calming was it loud was it quiet? I wondered if I never go to school then I'll never leave this house I won't have a job I won't have an education I won't have anything accept for my horrible mom. I really wanted to rome around the streets and make friends maybe learn some stuff but I can't because of my mom I always wonder what my life would be like if I lived in anther family... would I be rich would I be poor would I have good health would I have a good education and a good job will I be able to live my own life. See those are the things I spend hours  wondering about.

Sometimes I wish I could have a different life you know.