The Sun who forgets the Moon

Chapter 28-Reason

Kongpope

P'Arthit asked me to come with him to his parents house, while we are on our way he told me what resort him to do that

I am a bit hurt of what he said, but I want to hear also the reason why his parents acted that they like me when deep inside they found our relationship taboo

I want to prove to them that I am the right person for P'Arthit but when we arrived a girl came and hugged my P and she introduced herself as his fiancee .. she is not the one whom I met 3 years ago, another fiancee? how many fiancee do you have P'Arthit?? Where is that Jan whom announced that she is your fiancee? Maybe she is one of your hired actress as well? Is that it... (dont make me think that my assumption is correct")

Yet it was verified by your mae as she started to attack me with her piercing words of truth "Nong Kong, I am glad your here.. We were sorry for not telling you that we dont like for our son and we threaten him to destroy your future if he dont let go of him, the day of your graduation is the day he got engaged to Rumi, we dont expect him to got amnesia and everything proceed to our plan, for him to despise you"

"So P'Arthit is engaged to her?" I turned my attention to this petite girl who smiled at me and offer me her handkerchief.. I dont know I am crying myself

"Yes she is Kongpope, so I begged you please let go of Arthit.. let him be happy with her and everything will return to its normal cycle"

I am offended by her words, So my love for his son is wrong? since when? I never doubt to my feelings nor his.. I am done with this cowardly as I retort back

"What about me? What about my feelings for him? did you ever consider mine? For 3 years I lived in darkness... I forgot how to feel nor believe to whatever people spouting about love but I believe that when you love someone you will do everything to give them what they deserve
Fine you win, I dont need lies, I dont hate you nor her, she's just like me she likes my P and because I love him so much...  I am setting him free
Thank you for everything P'Arthit, Khun Mae and Khun Por"

I didnt let P'Arthit to say something because I can see how he didnt reject her advances to him unlike to me in the past

Maybe this is the right cycle... PDA is for normal couple and we dont belong in that category

I am glad that I fell in love with you P'Arthit, this time even it pains me..  I feel the thorn that squeeze my heart finally vanished

I will not committ suicide nor do something crazy
I know our love is unique maybe this time wasnt the right time for us

I know our hearts will meet in the right time and I am doing this for you

Good bye for now P'Arthit

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Arthit

"Now Mae and Por! Your happy? My Kongpope is gone officially! I am free! yet I feel my heart is dying! why cant you understand that we love each other and our love is not wrong?!" I wanted to chase after Kongpope yet Rumi stop me

She told me to stay still as she offer me the same handkerchief that Kong refuse to accept as she speaks for the first time

"You know Mae and Por, I hate to say this but you are like my parents you are all unreasonable, you dont understand what love is and that guy who just left give me enough courage to break off this engagement! Like P'Arthit I am in love with a girl the same gender with me, I told my parents everything about her how she changed my life to be the better person I am now but my parents says its not good, its not right! its normal! people will judge you etc.. I thought they will understand me like you to your son yet all of you are close minded... you should understand what your son wants and that is that guy! he didnt destroy P! but being away from him your slowly killing your son believe me one of this days he'll consider death is good and you'll regret everything and when you came to that conclusion your just crying while looking at his nitch! your son nitch!" After Rumi said that to my parents who seemed stunned at her words, she took her phone and announced to her parents that she cannot do it anymore

She loves Jan so much and she is willing to be disown by them (yes you heard it right Jan is her girlfriend the one whom Kong met as my fiancee, my parents is so devious they wanted me to be a womanizer so they coordinate a mutiple engagement as they said that I will just pick whomever I want from them and whom I dont choose can be easily dispose and forgotten with their connection to the community, without their knowledge they arranged me to meet and befriended to the love of her life)

As of me , I am done with this fiasco
I did Eveything to win his heart back so this time I will divulge my hearts desire

"Mae, Por just choose accept me to be with Kongpope or just think that your son is already dead"

After I said that Rumi and I take our leave, we didnt care for their opinion because they never see the big picture which our lovers show us, all they see and bother is what other people will say,the correct cycle which is having a son or daughter which I do not care if we dont have, Kong and I can adopt a son

as Rumi and I parted ways and think for the better ways to make up for our lover whom we hurt so much