Until my heart breaks... (A Harry Styles Fanfic)

'You've got to be kidding me?!'

Harry's P.O.V

It was Friday. Friday meant weekend. And weekend meant party time. And party time meant... You know what I mean..

But no. Instead of chilling at home and getting ready to go clubbing, I was at Uncle Simon's house.

With my parents, and I mean all of them. My mom, my dad and my step dad. Gemma was here too. And Nialler, Zaynster, Paynie and Loubear. And Paul. All of them looked concerned.

And I felt like something bad was going to happen. Something REALLY bad.

My parents haven't talked to me since I... yeah... threw up on them. They were totally pissed but I still noticed them whispering to eachother, stopping to speak when I entered the room and crap like that.

I wasn't allowed to go home, I had to stay with them the last three days.

Today I finally got to see the boys again but they didn't look happy. Especially Louis didn't. The last time I've seen him was last Saturday and we had a big fight because I was totally drunk. 

I smiled at him and he cracked a sad smile back.

What the hell was wrong with those guys today?

All of a sudden, Simon raised his voice 'Harry?'

I froze 'Yes?'

He started to speak and soon I felt my jaw dropping:

'We... are concerned about you. Since you moved out of your Mom's house, you changed. A lot. You're constantly hung over and this can't go on like this anymore.

When your parents told me that you have started taking drugs, I was about to kick you out of the band. But your best mate Louis convinced me not to do it. Instead we made a deal. All of us.

Wheter you like it or not, this will happen. You can't do anything about it.

Your parents and I had a long talk about your attitude and we decided that you need somebody to help you.

The press already knows about you sleeping around and drinking but if they'll find out about drugs, we will never hear the end of it, you got it? Your life would be over, and i don't even want to imagine what will happen to your buds. Yup, look at them, Harry.

They've always been there for you and now you're just screwing everything up.

Stop staring at me, Harry. It's the truth!

So, do you want to let us help you? Sure you will.

Your parents and I decided that you, my dear Harry, will marry. Stop looking at me with those puppy eyes and your opened mouth, it will happen. 

My cousin's sister has a friend whose daughter will be your wife. Her name is Candida White. Her father is a preacher and her mom works at a hospital. She is turning 19 a few days before you.

Candida is a lovely girl with an amazing behavior. She is the nicest and kindest person i've ever meet and she is willing to marry and help you...'

'I bet she's a total virgin too' I growled 'How can you do this to me, mom? LOUIS? LIAM? NIALL? ZAYN? I thought we were best buds, man?'

Louis sighed and took a deep breath 'Harry, you will always be my pumpkin but something has to change. You're totally out of control.'

I smiled bitterly at his words.

'Ok, i'll marry her' I said with a loud voice.

They all looked at me, surprise written over their faces. Finally, mom said something 'What? No yelling, stomping, cursing or stuff like that? You really will marry her?' a smile spread across her face and I was a little sad that i would make it disappear now.

'Yup, i'll marry that innocint little girl but just that you know: IT WILL BE TERRIBLE. SHE WILL HAVE THE WORST TIME WHILE SHE IS WITH ME!!! AND I SWEAR TO YOU, I DO WHAT I WANT TO DO AND IF I DECIDE TO FUCK SOME RANDOM BITCH, I WILL DO THAT CAUSE I AM EIGHTTEEN YEARS OLD AND NOT A FREAKING CHILD!!!' with that i slammed my hands on the table, ouh sorry, i forget to mention that we were seated in Simon's office, and stormed out of the room.

Anger was the only thing I could feel right now and I had to get rid of it somehow, so I ran outside.

It started to rain and after a while, i felt hot tears bursting out of my eyes.

I was never like this but what happened inside was to much. I was only 18 years old and now i was going to marry some random girl called Candida who was totally innocent and nice? 

i am sorry if this is crap, it's like 4 am here and i am fudging tired but i just had to upload otherwise i would have forgotten my idea.

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