Him.
I have never felt sadness around you and will never do because I just felt it when I left. I left and I never regret leaving because I knew it was the most right thing to do. I knew I broke you and I broke myself as well. If given the chance to go back, I would choose to leave. Again. For you and for happiness.
Her.
Its been weeks since you've left but my heart is still shattered and you took away some pieces. Im still holding your promises that you'll never leave me, but you just did. I dont know your reason why you left me behind, nor your reason why you wasted those 5 years of your life being with me if you really dont love me. And again im crying, and im still not tired of waiting.
Him.
Time flew really fast and some things have changed but not feelings. My longing for you never changed, my love and devotion even grew deeper and it's killing me. I still think of how 3 AMs would work for us, I still buy your favorite coffee and ended up throwing it, I still have your favorite songs on my playlist and I still love you. Just as the same as before I left. I miss you so much and it hurts.
Her.
Time goes by, and many things have changed also my feelings. Im not the same girl who always go to the coffee shop and buy your favorite coffee and putting it in our favorite place. Im not the zombie girl who always wake up with that puffy eyes and shaggy hair just because she cried whole night. Im not same girl who misses you from time to time. And im starting to like it.
Him.
It slapped me. Reality. I saw you today. With him. You looked radiant and happy and I just realized I actually made a right desicion. I was happy for you but I never knew happiness kills too because that is what is going on. I knew you were happy with me before but not as much as happy as you are with him right now and I'm glad. I am glad for the both of you. I am glad you found real happiness.
Her.
Today, i met a guy at the coffee shop, he's charming and also funny like you. Is it just me or i really saw you standing outside the coffee shop while looking at me, but maybe it was just a illusion, you left me hanging so why would you care for me tho. But now im happy, after how many months, i am really happy even youre not with me.
Him.
I left because I knew it was right. I left because it felt just and right even if it broke my heart, crushed my soul and wrecked my being. I never regret leaving because I knew you deserve the best and I was not even close to being better. You adored sunshine and bright days and I was thunder. You loved coffee and I will never be your favorite cup. You liked hot showers and I'm the cold water. I just knew I was not the one you could be with for the rest of your life and be happy. I just knew I was not the one. Be happy.
Her.
And now i'm free, free from the rusty cage of our love, free from the memories of our past, and now im setting you free from my heart. And even you stabbed my heart million times, im still thankful because you've left me. Im still thankful because you've hurt me, im still thankful that fate gave me someone like you, because that sorrow, that depression, that broken heart you gave me makes me grow. And now im definitely happy, i knew you are also happy for me.
