Captured by a Smile | SVT Hoshi X Reader

Homeless Nun(?)

I do want to ask myself a question...

WHY AM I HIDING IN MY APARTMENT???

And what happened to "getting things done today?"

After I quickly walked away from embarrassment, I somehow ended up at my apartment...

But...but hiding under my bed covers is so comfy and relaxing...Though, I look like a homeless person taking shelter from the cold right now.

Can I just stay under my bed covers until this whole thing blows over?

"Yes, yes you can!" screams my anxiety.

"No, get out there and don't waste a day!" whispers the little bit of confidence I have left in me.

Well, I think you know who won this battle. Oh boy, I am talking with myself. See what this situation has caused! I'm dying here.

I turn on my phone and decide to watch videos to distract me from my thoughts.

Wow, this mother is addicted to her dogs then her own daughter. No wonder they are on this counseling show!

Just then, my stomach growls. But I don't wanna (cry, sorry lol) leave the protection of my blanket!

*inhumane growls continues*

Fine. I get up and walk to the kitchen with my blanket still around me. Now I look like a nun but I don't care anyways.

I fix some white rice for me because that's the only thing I have right now. Since I chose not to go shopping for anything today.

As I enjoy my white rice, thoughts of Hoshi filled my mind. I can't help but smile and laugh as I remember he told me such a cheesy line: "My real name is, Soonyoung. You can call me soon."

Get you a man who makes you smile and laugh...

...

Did he look happy when he was with me? Everything happened so fast when I was with him. I wanted to be with him longer. I haven't been this happy in a long time even though I'm panicking about this situation...

I never met a guy like him before. I want to see him. I want to talk and laugh with him. I want to truly care for him.

...

...I miss him...