My Fallback (j.j.k.)

~7~ Try

"I still want you"

Author's pov

"can we atleast try again?"  jungkook suddenly asked.

Yun is still closing her eyes.

She opened her eyes and started hitting Jungkook.

"It's you! it's because you're a jerk! You don't know how many sleepless nights I have to take! Because of you I don't trust myself anymore! You made me feel weak, not good enough because of your f***ing promotion! You're a f***ing jerk, Bastard!" She said while crying and hitting Jungkook.

"I knew it, you still can't forgive me" he said calmy.

"You're a bastard" she said when she stopped hitting him. She cried, loudly, and clear for jungkook to feel that he f***ed up.

"Please Yun, i still want you, I still love you. Please let's try again. People deserve to have a second chance"

"Try? Jungkook I have a boyfriend"

"But are you happy with him?"

"Jungkook please stop."

"Yun please I still want you."

Jungkook kissed Yun to make her feel that he's telling the truth.

They broke the kiss and Yun said something.

"This is wrong Jungkook. This is wrong."

"Yun please"

"Please Jungkook just stop"

"Fine. If you're happy, I'm happy "

"Can you just wait Jungkook?"

"Wait for what?"

"Me."

"I'm right. I'm your fallback. That's why you keep hanging out with me."

Yun just stared at him, feeling sorry.

"Jungkook I can explain"

"No need, i heard you amd lisa talking about when I was about to give you your I.D. For the tour"

"Y-you h-eard?"

"Yes. I heard that you don't want to hurt my feelings even though i hurt yours."

Yun didn't say anything but she cried instead.

"Jungkook, you don't know how many times I cried because of you. Your words pierced through my heart. Whatever I try to do just to forget you, I always fail jungkook. You really break my f***ing heart."

"Yun"

"hmm?"

"I'll be your fallback."

"What?"

"I'm ready to wait, I'll be your fallback"

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Yun's pov

"Jungkook I'll be good here, I'll just walk it's only 8 pm so I can manage."

I took a long walk, thinking about what happened.

A car stopped by myside, it's Lisa's

"Yun hop in, i told Jin that you'll sleep with me, and I heard Jisoo's voice, quick!"

*we're inside *

"Hahaha she's a dumb slut" It's Jisoo's voice.

I went to the kitchen and I completely regret it.

I saw them kissing.

I tried not to cry but I failed.

"Yun! Uhh I can explain" Jin said.

"Why?" i said

"Shit Yun, I-i" 

I looked oved Lisa and saw her attacking Jisoo.

"You b**h after all what Yun did to you? That's why you two never showed up at that breakfast huh? You two knew that I'm Namjoon's girlfriend! You'll pay for this Jisoo!"

"Jin, out of my house" i said.

"Hey! It's because of you! You're a slut!" he said

"excuse me?" i said.

"Don't you know that I knew your accounts? I saw your conversation with your filthy ex!"

"What's wrong about that?"

"You're also cheating"

"Cheating?  Talking about arts?"

"Whatever!  Jisoo let's go!"

Before they leave, I grabbed Jisoo's wrist and hugged her.

"Thanks for stealing him, thanks for calling me slut, but thanks for being my friend even though you didn't see me that way" I let go and pushed them out of my house.

"Lisa...."

She hugged me tightly and I cried on to her shoulder.

"Yun, please stop crying. Look I'm crying too"

"Lisa can you stay with me, please?"

Lisa and I stayed together.

She make me feel better

She's my motivation.

------Tbc-----