April 28,2018
Dear Sehun,
I still remember that painful day when you left me,
It still haunts me every time I think about our break up.
"Let's break up" was all you said
I was crying,begging you not to leave me
"Sehun!! please don't do this you said you love me,right?"
"I'm sorry" those were the only words that left after you broke up with me
Tears were rolling down my face uncontrolably
My heart felt like it was going to burst out any minute
I was sad and heartbroken as to why he wanted to break up with me.
Looking back I realised I was only a bet, maybe that's why it was easy for him to leave me
"Did you really not love me?"
I finally asked you and all you did was showing me those guilty eyes of yours so I begged,begged for you to love me back.
At that moment I thought and felt maybe That Maybe your guilt might make you take me back.
I knew I was a fool for still begging you to love me
You looked at me begging you and soon your expression changed, it was cold, It was almost as if you were holding yourself from saying harsh words to me and after what felt like a decade you spoke but what left your mouth was something I never wanted to hear,
"Move on, it was good while it lasted"
Those were the words I heard before you left me alone crying over you
Out of all the people in the world
I thought you were the one to be there for me forever.
Turns out I was just a bet , wasn't I ?
Lyean.
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