[ private chat oursunshine and therealrapmonster ]
therealrapmonster:
sunshine, do you have a minute?
oursunshine:
sure, babe
talk to me
therealrapmonster:
do you think Yoongi will be pissed, or hurt if I leave for a while?
oursunshine:
leave?
wait, what?
I need more information
therealrapmonster:
not leave, as in leave you
but leave, as in leave you for a while to go to the usa and perform there a few times
oursunshine:
hmh, I think it's a great idea since people in the us really love you
therealrapmonster:
yeah, I do have quite some fans there
and I really miss performing over there
oursunshine:
yeah, I understand
therealrapmonster:
I just don't wanna hurt either of you
and especially not Yoongi since I know he'll never let me live it down if he gets it wrong
oursunshine:
you know, as much as ha says that it's not true, but he really needs all of us around him
we make him feel safe
therealrapmonster:
I know
he hates it whenever he doesn't know where we are or if we're okay
seeing us each day makes it easier for him
oursunshine:
yeah, he's just afraid that something might happen to either one of us
therealrapmonster:
I just really want to go to the us and perform there
meet some old friends, maybe some fans
live my own life
oursunshine:
do you feel like we're holding you back?
therealrapmonster:
living with all of you makes me happy, and I'm honestly the happiest I've ever been
but, being with you also makes me lose my focus on what else I love to do
which is music
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Fanfictionㅡ ❝the dream I had of us waking up beside each other, turned into a nightmare.❞ to others their love might have seemed odd, but to them it was perfect. so perfect, it was slowly ripping them apart.
