"You were my favorite entertainer
I watch you, I laugh with, with fake it too."
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-Grace
"I had a guy friend."
I gulp, "We. . . We were driving back home that time."
Zayn nods showing that he's listening.
"But on the way back, I thought 'Hey maybe we can have fun'." I shake my head feeling so stupid.
"I shouldn't have said that." I say.
"I loved him Zayn— Like i literally fell in love with him !" My lips start trembling.
"Yes he was my guy friend, but i guess when they say that 'when a boy and a girl are friends, one of them will surely fall in love'."
"—And i was the one who fell in love."
I smile, "He died Zayn. He knew it was dangerous yet I still wanted to do it."
"How did he die?" He asks.
"Tyran saved my life, by losing his."
"The car swerved but he was fast enough to push me out." I chuckle, starting to play with the strings of my hoodie.
"And i've regretted it ever since. I regret it. Regret. Regret. Regret."
Silence fell upon the moment.
"And im scared that i'll lose you too Zayn."
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Holy shiz Entertainer is stuck in my head.
YOU ARE READING
sweet boy ♕ z.m
Fanfiction"Take these." You give me a bar of chocolate. "What for?" I ask. "Come on, we need to sweeten that sweet face of yours." He smiles. Oh he didn't know how much his smile could sweeten up this trashy face.