If only

Intensity

You caught Brendon off guard, after a second he kissed you back, and hard. You stumble back as Brendon starts to walk you to a couch. He pushes you down and lays you down. You kiss for a while longer before he stops and smiles.
"Your place or mine. I hear you have a vacant spot." You smile and kiss him again.
"Let's go." Brendon stands up and pulls you up, you both run to the limo outside. You talk the whole way to your house. You felt like you've known him for hours. You two run up to your door, you unlock it and walk inside. After you both enter you lock the door. You both run up the stairs locking your bedroom door too. Brendon's blazer and both your shoes were the first ones to fly across the room. The longer you spend with him the more in love you fall with him. This goes on for a few days until, the day that would have celebrated one year with Nick. You were about to unlock the door with Brendon's hand in yours when the door slowly creaks opened. Your hand naturally squeezed Brendon's hand, he squeezed it back. You both walk in and the house is trashed, you walk up the stairs. Everything was trashed, in your room was red painted words on the white wall directly in front of the door.
'I know why. I loved you and this is what happens? Happy one year anniversary bitch.'
You and Brendon look at each other. You knew he could tell you were scared.
"Hey, it's okay. We'll get someone to clean this up and we'll go to my house. You couldn't get rid of the bad feeling. Brendon hugs you and just held you the whole car ride calming you down. You both knew it was Nick, but neither of you knew why.