P o e m s

Unnecessary Heartache

I completely ignore my heart when it

it tells me to relieve itself of the

unnecessary heavy weight

but I choose to keep it heavy

like when I fight back my tears

until I silently choke my voice away

or when I can taste the vomit

in my mouth and swallow it

down,

knowing its going to come right

back up again.

everyone's gotta fall apart sometime

but I choose to fall apart later.