The Grievinng Girl

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(Mn)- Mom's name
(Dn)- Dad's name
(Bn)- Brother's name

I was in my room when I get a call.
I pick up. "Hey mom!" I said happily. "(Yn)..." She trailed. "Mom? What is it?" I asked sitting up. "Your brother... He..... Had an accident." She said. "Oh..." Was all I said before she hung up. I lay on my bed. I was neither sad nor happy. I wasn't sure how I let about this.

~Flashback~
"YOU'RE NEVER GOING TO GET ANYWHERE IN LIFE (YN)!" (Bn) shouted. "Why won't I?! I'll get farther than you! I know what I want to do with my life!" I shouted back. "Kids.." Dad trailed. "SHUT UP DAD!" (Bn) shouted to him. "IF YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANNA DO WITH YOUR LIFE THEN WHY ARE YOU SAVING MONEY TO MEET SUCH STUPID PEOPLE?!" He shouted. "THEY'RE NOT STUPID! THEY'RE MY INSPIRATIONS! BUT WHY WOULD YOU UNDERSTAND THAT?! YOU HAVE NOTHING TO INSPIRE YOU!" I shouted. "YOU'RE JUST A BIG JERK! WHY DO I CALL YOU MY BROTHER IF--" I'm cut off when he slaps me. "THEN LEAVE!" He shouts. "GLADLY!" I shout back. I shove him out of my room, and start packing my things as angry tears start to stream down my face.
~Flashback End~

Author's POV
"Why should I play this game of pretend?
Remembering through a secondhand sorrow?
Such a great son and wonderful friend
Oh, don't the tears just pour
I could curl up and hide in my room
There in my bed, still sobbing tomorrow
I could give in to all of the gloom
But tell me, tell me what for
Why should I have a heavy heart?
Why should I start to break in pieces?
Why should I go and fall apart for you?
Why should I play the grieving girl and lie
Saying that I miss you
And that my world has gone dark without your light?
I will sing no requiem tonight." (Yn) sang while playing her guitar.
"I gave you the world, you threw it away
Leaving these broken pieces behind you
Everything wasted, nothing to say
So I can sing no requiem." (Dn) sang.
"I hear your voice, I feel you near
Within these words, I finally find you
And now that I know that you are still here
I will sing no requiem tonight." (Mn) sang.
"Why should I have a heavy heart?
Why should I say I'll keep you with me?
Why should I go and fall apart for you?
Why should I play the grieving girl and lie
Saying that I miss you and that my world has gone dark without your light? (I can see your light)
I will sing no requiem
Tonight." All three sing.

"'Cause when the villains fall, the kingdoms never weep
No one lights a candle to remember
No, no one mourns at all
When they lay them down to sleep
So, don't tell me that I didn't have it right
Don't tell me that it wasn't black and white
After all you put me through
Don't say it wasn't true
That you were not the monster
That I knew.
'Cause I cannot play the grieving girl and lie
Saying that I miss you And that my world has gone dark." (Yn) sang unaware the boys were now listening.
"I will sing no requiem." (Dn) sang.
"I will sing no requiem." (Mn) sang.
"I will sing no requiem tonight." (Yn) sang.
"Oh, oh, oh" The parents sang.
"Oh, oh." The all sang.
Your POV
I put my guitar down. And turn around. I jump slightly seeing the boys. "Who was that about?" Jimin asked. I let out a breath. "No one who means anything to me." I said and walked out. I felt a hand grab my wrist. "(Yn)..." Jimin trailed. "Really, I'm okay." I said with a small smile. "My job is to make sure you guys are safe and protected. Don't worry about me. I'm fine." I said to all of them. "You should all get to bed. I need to stay up and make sure no one tries to break in and hurt you guys." I said with a grin. They hesitantly go to bed. Once they're all out of sight, I let out a sigh and drop my grin. "Goodbye, you monster." I whispered. Suddenly my phone buzzed. It was a text from my mom.
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M: He wrote this note.... As if he knew. I think you should read it.
Y: ok.
M:-Image-
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I look at the note, where it says my name and a paragraph underneath.

"Dear (Yn), if you're reading this that means I'm gone and I was too scared and stupid to tell you myself. But whether or not it seemed that way, I cared about you. I'm sorry we fought so much and I said you would get nowhere. I knew you would, and that scared me. I was worried that you'd leave and forget about me. I thought maybe hating each other would make it easier once you did leave, but it only made it worse. If I came to my senses, I was probably on my way to see you and apologize... Something probably went wrong along the way, which is why you're reading this now. I know I didn't tell you this while I was there but, I love you (Yn).
Love, (Bn)."

I read quietly. Tears started to stream down my face. "I love you too..." I trailed and cried silently on the floor.

Also, I don't know when I'll be able to post again I'll be leaving for camp for three weeks on Sunday. I won't have wifi so, whatever I post before that is what you'll have to live with until I come back. My birthday is in a few weeks. I can't wait! Anyway see you late Melody out!

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