diary • taehyung

twenty

Taehyung's POV

Jiyeon, why would you end your precious life like that.. i finally read your diary after 2 years, because i can't get over it. i just realized how much you love me and how much I've broke your beautiful heart. I- i do love you too jiyeon. But it's too late now. I wish i could tell you how sorry i am. I wish i could tell you how much i love you. I've been watching over you, observing your unique behavior all those time when we were spending time together. But i fucked up so bad, i got hara pregnant when we were at the party. I was so stupid and careless.

The time when we get distant, when i couldn't keep my promise to make it up i was spending time with hara at the hospital for the constant check ups about her pregnancy. And when you were infront of my house, i did that on purpose because i don't dare to see you. I'm scared if i will fall for you deeper than i already am. I keep lying to myself that i don't love you.

Till this day, i can't help the truth that i still do love you although you're not here on the reality world anymore. I really am sorry, jiyeon. I brought your favorite flowers, red roses. I hope you love them.

I love you jiyeon.

I will miss you forever, wait for me.

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