Love unseen

unsafe

This unsafe
My head keeps telling me
Stay away
Push away
And you'll be ok. 
But my heart is screaming
Beating fast
Wanting more
Feeling like maybe this time
It will really last. 
But then again, 
I've thought that before
And where did it leave me? 
A Broken crying mess on the floor.
But I really want this one
To be true
To build me back up
And not tear me down
After everything is done
And through.
To heal me
And put my shattered heart back together
piece by piece
To help me get through the struggle
And not walk away
When I start to break. 
"Please please Lord let this be one.
Because I'm tired of being alone. 
And just wanting to be done. 
Someone to help all the bad stuff in the past finally be and stay gone."
Just hold me in arms
As I start cry. 
Look me in the eyes
And promise me you'll never say goodbye. 
That no matter what happens
You'll love me. 
That maybe even if
We aren't meant to be
-though I pray we are-
That you'll never leave me
Completely alone. 
Stay by side. 
Be my hope. 
Be my strength. 
Be my flashlight. 
Be my everything. 
All I ask is that you
Take care of my heart
And not tear it a part
Anymore than it already is. 
It's fragile and frail
And could shatter if you say
Just one wrong thing
But it has so much love to give and bring. 
Just treat me right
Show me that not everyone hates me
And not everyone is mean. 
Show me that things will be alright
And hold me in your arms tight
Late at night
When I start to breakdown and cry. 
Talk to me softly, 
Promise me it will all be okay,
Or at least will be one of these days. 
Tell me that you won't leave. 
And promise me
That you love me completely. 
Kiss me softly
And gently wipe away my tears.
Tell me that you're always gonna protect me. 
Show me that love can be
Wonderful
Magical
And
Amazing.
Maybe a little nerve racking
But beautiful all the same.
Show me how to let someone in again
How to let them see all of me
And heal the deepest wounds
And touch my darkest parts
And not run away
Loving me completely and fully
Just as I am.
Loving every single
Flaw
Curve
Jagged edge
And imperfection. 
And not excepting anything more
Than what I can give. 
And loving me and our relationship
Just as is. 
So take my hand
And pull me head first
Into a tornado of emotions
Giving me butterflies
And showing me the beautiful side
Of love.
Show me that
Sometimes it's ok
To drop your gaurd
And feel vulnerable
And a little unsafe.