I'm fine. (SUGA ff)

This is too much for me.

Y/n: I'm fine!

I run of...

I went in our room, then I took my head phones and my phone. It's late... I know it's not a good idea...

But...

I can't stay here, right now.
I have to go and take air, even tho is late, and is dangerous.

I went out...

.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..

I was outside listening to a song, while walking no where... I didn't knew where I am. And I don't really care.

Just remembering the girl kissing suga.

*a tear fell down*

(I ended up in a park)

It was dark, quite and......scary.

Slowly the light switch on..

Why? Why me? Why is me the one who have to suffer? Why is me the one who have the parents away...

I suddenly looked up.

Mum, dad why did you leave me and RM alone? If you know how much I'm suffering... if you only knew how much I'm in pain cuz of love...

I looked back at the road. And start again to walk...

where?

Who knows?

Every steps I was taking, I was in pain.
He was the only one who I start to trust. He just take my little heard...

And broke it.

If the people around me knew what I've been through.

*I ended up in a big city*

(I don't even know how).

I was still listening to a song... I couldn't hear anyone or anything.