Content:
Love/hurt/pressure
Swearing: none
Words: 1022
Summery: part two of 'I know your hurting'. Idk what els to our here
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Time had passed, and you didn't really visit Loki anymore. One part of you told you to move on, but the other told you to keep trying. But whatever your choice was, it didn't matter. You were still Thor's fiancé, and there was no backing out now. After all, you had to keep your dignity, and switching back and forth between the prince's would ruin that... and on top of that your parents like Thor better than Loki. Great.
The wedding grew closer and closer. You were in your bedroom, and you were starting to worry. Not about preparations and such, but of how it would be not marrying the love of your life, but rather marrying someone else.
'I guess life's not like the fairytales after all..' you thought to yourself, beginning to feel sad and upset.
'You obviously haven't heard the one about when the two lovers run away together' said another voice. Loki. He's been doing this ever since he got back and you visited him.
'Go away, please'
'No! I won't until we come to an agreement on this. I love you (y/n)'
'I told you, multiple times that I am engaged to Thor, and I'm sorry, but that's how it has to be!'
You still loved Loki with all your heart, but you had to keep your word. You said you going to marry Thor, and you were going to marry Thor. You didn't want to, but if you didn't, you would lose your title, your home, and on top of that you'd be banished from your home planet. How do you know this? Your parents. Your stupid parents. They said it was better for you to marry Thor, because he wasn't the god of lies and mischief. They say all kinds of things about both their reputations, and how Thor's was much, much, better suited to you.
But that wasn't fair.
You wanted Loki. Lies, mischief, and all. But now it was to late. All because Loki didn't come back. This hurt you, so very deeply.
'(Y/n)? Are you still there?'
'Yeah...'
'Look. I know that you love me. You know that I love you, so why can't we put everything aside and be with each other-'
'Because that's not how things work! I'm engaged!'
Just then Thor came in, and you greeted him with a smile
"Hello Thor" you said trying to sound happy
"(Y/n), I think we need to talk..."
You took a seat on your bed, and motioned to Thor to sit down, and he did. You became good friends through the past years, and could pretty much talk about anything
"Well, umm,..." he started, but it seemed like he couldn't find the words
"Is it about the wedding?" You tried
"Yes.."
"Thats ok, so what is it?" You saw Thor starting to get uncomfortable, sort of nervous, but the only words he could muster was,"So.. how many guests are coming again? From your side?"
What? No, there must have been more than that.
"Oh, um, I think about 200.... why? Is that to many, or, is there something els you wanted to talk about?"
"No, that's, um, that's it."
"Oh, ok"
It fell to an awkward silence. You knew there was more that he didn't tell you, but you didn't push it. Did he know that you loved Loki? Most likely. Maybe, he wants to call of the wedding? No, he's a man of his word.
He started to get up and leave,
"Thor?" You said standing up and walking to him, "you can say whatever you want to me, you know that right? If there's something you feel about the wedding, please be open to me about it."
He simply nodded, and left.
~1 month later~
Well, it was the big day. The day the marrow the prince of Asgard, Thor Odenson. You were nervous beyond words, but everything was in order, and everything was running smoothly.
Loki was aloud to leave his cell for the wedding. He was, after all, Thor's brother.
Well, adopted.
You didn't really visit him that much anymore, because whenever you did, he would try to plead with you to call off the wedding, and be with him instead. I guess if he truly loved you, he'd be more understanding. He stopped communicating telepathically with you, and you missed that.
You were going see him before the wedding, like he had requested. You decided to get that over with, so you went down to the cell, where you saw him fully dressed for the wedding. He turned to face and you started talking,
"Loki, I-"
"Wait, pleas, I wanted to see you because I must make my apologies to you..."
"Umm, apologies? I don't think I understand.. what did you do"
"It's what I did and didn't do"
You waited for him to begin and he did,
"What I did do, was heckle you, every time you're come to see me, and then go into your head, and I'm sorry."
You were kind of taken aback by this. He was never one to say sorry for anything. Ever. He continued
"And I also want to say sorry for not coming back. That's when I lost you."
"Loki, I accept your apologies, but really, there's no need. I will always love you, I've loved you since we were little, and I love you now. But things are very different."
"(Y/n), I think you should know something. It's because I love you I'm telling you about this. It's about Thor. He's-" but he was cut off by a Guard who just walked into the room.
"Time to go." The guard said as he shut down the forcefield. Loki stepped out and fallows the guard, who didn't pay you any mind
'I just What you to know, I'll always love you. No matter what happens at the wedding...' Loki said to you in your mind. You understand him then, but you will later...
A.n.
And I'm going to make a part three. Didn't know it would lead to this. Anyway, pleas comment, and upvote
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