The Colored Stone (BoyxBoy)

Time Doesn't Fix Everything

Demían's (PoV)

It's been a full week since I saw Mac, I haven't been able to sleep, I keep remembering all that blood and how useless I was... I haven't heard anything from him, I've been checking he's house from time to time but no sign of him, I dont know in which hospital he might be. I've texted him a billion time's but no response, after that accident my parents asked me what was wrong but I ignored them and went straight to my room, I've been staying in my room ever since.

I regret everything I've done... sadly I can't turn back time, I've been having some suicide thought's, yet I'm not strong enough to do it. So I started to cut myself , I know its dumb, but... there's a pleasure behind this pain, this doesn't compare to what Mac felt or did to himself. No one can see my cuts or scars cause I cut myself  in places no one would notice or even dare to look... I'm sorry Mac.

Mac's (PoV)

It's all pain, after pain, I woked up 3 days hago, I was unconscious after my accident, I regret waking up... my parent's were crying so much when they saw me wake up, they hugged but not to tight cause of my bruises and cuts. I could tell they wanted to ask me a lot of questions but they didn't cause I wasn't in the mood or condition to be interrogated. From what I've heard in the halls and some nurse gossiping near, Demían was the one to find me... but.. how? And why?, he rejected and left me there.

I don't remember exactly what happened after that accident.. I think i said something to him, but it was all fussy. I kept getting text messages and i know it was him but I didn't want to talk to him right now, so I turned off my phone. Suddenly the doctor came in, interrumpting my thoughts.

Doctor: how are we doing today?

Mac: good i guess...

Doctor: well that's good to hear I suppose but don't worry tomorrow you'll be out of here, but I'll send you home with some medications and of course a lot of rest so hold on kiddo

And with that he smiles and left the room, great I'll be home but they'll probably send me to a therapist once I'm better... but doenst really matter, besides what's really on my mind is the fact that I'll be close to that jerk of a friend..
But I'll probably have to explain or make a big lie about why I did that, what a pain, I'll just take a nap. Hopefully I won't wake up to this nighmare, I want to stay and go back to my dark hole of a dream and just float forever.

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Hey my sexy neko's, yeah i know I've been gone for quite a while but long of things have been going on especially with finals and stuff but I'm still alive and hopefully you like this chapter, though it's pretty depressive and don't try anything of this at home 😉 love ya!