Are You Scared? || Ashton Irwin

New Beginnings.

Lilly's P.O.V

I've been in a car with my 'parents' for over an hour now. When I say parents I mean the couple that adopted me. I'm 15 though. I remember my family... my mom, my dad, my brothers and sisters, including aunts, uncles, and cousins. But I was dragged away from that. Now I'm being dragged out of my state. I hate the fact that not only do I have to call random new people my parents AND live with them, they have to move out of state. We're moving to Tennesse. Jackson, Tenesse that is. I haven't exactly seen the house we're moving into yet. Oh well, I could care less. 

"Lilly, are you alright?" I hear my 'mom', Mary ask. 

"Yeah... just thinking." I smile. She returns my kind gesture. I know it sounds like I hate them but I really don't know if I do.. I mean, who else do you know that would adopt a 15 year old girl who's been in foster care for 3 years. Even with my nightmares I always wake up screaming from. They know everything about me, and they still chose to bring me into their family. I'm just not comfortable with them yet. I mean I know MY family. That's the problem. If I didn't I'd be a happy little shit. I sigh and look out the window as we stop at a red light. As I'm looking at the scenery a butterfly lands on one of the flowers. I tear up thinking of the time that a butterfly landed on my knee and stayed there long enough for my younger siblings and I to examine it. 

(Flashback)

I laid down in my backyard and looked up at the sky. My younger sister, Autumn, and younger brother , Chris were outside while my mom finished dinner. I turn my head and watch them jump on the trampoline. My brother was holding my sister in his arms jumping around in circles. I smiled and realized that life was great. I have my amazing family, and everything is perfect. I sat up and looked around my huge yard. I was staring off into space when I felt something tickle my leg. I look down to see a blue and black butterfly resting on my knee. 

"Chris!" I whisper shout. He stops jumping but continues holding my sister in his arms while he looks at me. I motion with my hand for him to come here. He stands Autumn down on the ground and jumps off beside of her. He then take her hand and they walk over to me. 

"What? We were jumping!" He laughed as my sister giggled. I point down at my knee smiling. They turn their attention to the butterfly and Autumn immediatley becomes fascinated. 

"Sissy, it's so pretty.." She whispers to me, getting on all fours and bringing her face closer to it. 

"Oh, I get it! He chose to land on you because they eat sewage and you smell like poop!" He laughed. I fake gasp playing along with his joke. 

"I'm kiddin'! You know I love you!" He says sitting down beside of me. 

"Cause I'm the best big sister ever!" I remark. 

"Pfft. You're what two years older yet I'm 4 inches taller!" He smirks. I roll my eyes jokingly and turn my attention back to the butterfly as does he. Autumn is extremley close to it now. She was raising her finger to touch it when the wind blew and it flew away. 

"Lilly!" I jump and wipe my eyes and look to Mary in the front seat. 

"Yeah?" I reply smiling.

"I said we're here." She laughed slightly. I look out the window to see a giant house. It looks old and sorta creepy. Perfect. I open my door and step down out of the black escalade. I grab my bag and shut the car door. I look beside me to see the moving truck pull up. Since we have a good bit of money they will unload all of our furniture and boxes. All we gotta do is unpack and decorate. I walk up to the door which is already open because my 'dad' Patrick had already opened it. I slowly walk into the house and instantly head up the stairs. I'm finding my room so I have a place to hide out later, I laugh to myself at my stupidity. Once I climb all the stairs I'm greeted by a hall with 5 doors on either side of it. I go to the very last room on the right and open the door. I examine the room quickly before deciding I liked it. I throw my bag onto the floor and walk out. I run down the stairs to find Mary to tell her I found the room I wanted. 

"Mary!" I say excitedly when I see her. 

"What is it?" She says smiling.

"I found my room!" I laugh. Mary has to be my favorite out of her and Patrick. She reminds me of my aunt for some strange reason. I lead her up the stairs and to the room that I've chosen. She looks around and nods. 

"Alrighty, I'll tell them to bring your things up." She smiles and walks out of the door. Maybe I shouldn't worry to much. I mean after all this is all new beginnings...

A/N: Hiii. I'm Hollie! This is my first fanfic so that's probably why it sucks. If you think I should continue comment and tell me! I'll be waiting for the ok to continue from you all! cx

- Hollie (: