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"oh-i think i will stick to just love him, secretly" i breathed out.

they both laughed and just walked to our classroom, i decided sat near the window while was nayeon on my side and dahyun in my front.

i blew my bangs out my face of frustration, our new teacher hasn't arrived and everyone is on their phones, i slithered my hand into
my front pocket and grabbed my phone to check up stuff by means checking on yoongi's profile.

"pssssst! daeshi~" nayeon interrupted me.

i looked at her and she smiled.

"what chu doing?" she asked.

"you're bored again, nae-just go to instagram explore page and look at memes, so you can stop bothering me" i said.

"okie dokie~"

she smiled and grabbed her phone while i went back to researching.

i was reading the lyrics to yoongi's old mixtape, it's like poetry to me.

"psssstt! daeshi look!" nayeon caught my attention and she flashed her screen inches away from my face.

"look at blackpink's new lightstick!"

hold my beer but it looks like a goddamn toy, those squishy ones toddlers bop each other, i mean does it even light up?

"i reallt wish yg just listened to blinks' ideas" i groaned and went back to my phone.

my heart raced when i saw a notification of him tweeting.

agustd | @ minyoongitheking

she wiped my drool xD

**/**/** 7:56am

i was in confusion, my jaw dropped and my mind was filled with questions.

who is the 'she'?

am i too late?

why tf would he use 'xD'?

a new girl maybe?

maybe just a friend?

did i fed my cat?

do unicorns exist?

i stopped when my thoughts turned into stupid things i used to think when i take a shower.

i was sitting there and had my mouth opened for about 5 minutes and i'm just glad no fly entered yet.

nayeon hit my arm and i went back to normal form, she did because the teacher has arrived.

we all stood up and greeted her.

"my name is song raeim-call me miss song instead, okay?" she smiled.

i quickly put my phone to my pocket.

"yes, miss song" we all said unison.

we got to do the same routine like introducing yourself, copying the schedules and lunchtime.

"daeshi-when will you ever talk to him, huh?" dahyun questioned me with her burger right below her lips.

i was not listening the first time
she asked cause i was watching yoongi's instagram story even though it was just like a photo with a black background with
an emoji representing his mood
but sometimes when i'm lucky enough-i get to see his cute snow selcas.

i looked up to dahyun told her to repeat the question.

"daeshi-when will you ever talk to him, huh?"

"as i've told you, i'm okay just loving him secretly-"

"for seven years?" nayeon cut me off with a chuckle.

"oh yeah-i've remembered your stories when you were thirteen and you were going on a walk when you saw yoongi biking and you said it was love at first sight" dahyun commented making my cheeks blushed.

"how old was he back then?" she added taking a bite from hee burger.

"eighteen" i breathed out.

they both laughed and i went back to my phone, just scrolling and waited for updates.

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